by: BackToBabyHood | Story In Progress | Last updated Mar 5, 2024
The next morning, Alexa
awoke to the sounds of Kelly and Metis conversing.
“It’s working! She looks younger. I’d say maybe two years old?” Kelly observed.
“Don’t ask me, midwife. You’re the expert on human babies!” Metis
retorted.
Alexa opened her eyes and
looked up at the two women. “Me
‘smaw-were?” she asked, yawning and rubbing the sleep from her eyes.
“I think so” Kelly
replied. “Stand up, honey?”
Alexa did so and almost
immediately felt her soaked overnight diaper sliding past her hips. Something
had definitely changed.
“Hmm, you look like
you’re about two years old, so I think it’s time for Pampers Size 4” Kelly
announced, picking up Alexa from the crib and carrying her to the nursery’s changing
table. She removed Alexa’s onesie
pajamas and removed the loose overnight diaper.
Alexa, still groggy from
sleep, looked down at her naked body. It
didn’t look or feel terribly different from when she had gone to bed, but she did
notice a little extra baby fat that hadn’t been there before. She held her fingers up to her face, which
appeared to be slightly pudgier. Her
belly, which had been relatively flat at three years old now protruded
slightly.
Kelly returned, holding a
clean diaper. She set it on the changing
table, wiped Alexa clean and then opened the diaper, sliding it under Alexa’s
bottom and powdering her. After taping
the diaper shut, she put Alexa on the floor.
To her relief, Alexa
found that she could still walk just as easily as before. She made her way around the nursery, testing
to see just how much balance and muscle control she still had. To her, it felt no different than walking as
a three-year-old, although she did notice her gait was slightly wider.
“How are you feeling,
Alexa?” Metis asked.
“Me feel ok” Alexa
replied. “But me hungwy….” Alexa
sheepishly offered, embarrassed by how limited her vocabulary had once again
become.
“Well, then. Let’s get some nourishment in that little
belly of yours, Alexa!” she offered, removing her robes and sitting down on
nursing chair.
“I’ll make her some solid
foods in the kitchen while the two of you do your thing” Kelly announced as she
exited the nursery.
Alexa walked over to the
nursing chair, laid across Metis’s lap and began to suckle.
“You know, I never got to
experience this, Alexa” Metis explained in a voice tinged with regret. “I never even had the chance to breastfeed
Athena. It’s nice to finally be able to
do this……”
Alexa silently suckled,
transfixed by Metis’s soothing voice.
Her milk was somehow richer than Athena’s. It tasted similar, but something about
Metis’s tasted more “natural,” more “pure.”
“I’m very grateful for
you, Alexa” Metis continued. “I never
thought a mortal would be strong enough to assist me. It turns out you’re tougher and braver than
most of the gods on Olympus. I’d be
proud to have you as a daughter….”
This caused Alexa to stop
suckling momentarily. Metis’s comment
seemed to salve a deep wound that she had forgotten that she had. After all, she never knew her real mother. She withdrew her mouth from Metis’s breast, staring
up at her.
“Reawwy?” she said shyly.
Metis smiled, then kissed
the top of Alexa’s head. “Yes,
really. Actually, if this works, you will
be my daughter. At least by the laws of
Olympus……” Alexa’s eyes widened. She hadn’t even considered that being
rebirthed would technically make Metis her mother. Alexa smiled up at her, then gazed towards
her other breast. After a few more
minutes, Alexa’s second feeding was done.
This time, Metis rocked Alexa in her arms for a bit before taking her
into the kitchen and seating her in her highchair.
Solid foods were laid out
for Alexa’s breakfast, which included strawberries, blueberries and a piece of
toasted wholegrain bread. Metis walked
over to the table, sitting beside the toddler and watching her eat her breakfast. Alexa, clad in nothing but her diaper and a
bib, picked at her berries and drank from her sippy cup.
“Metis, I can watch her
if you need to rest….” Kelly offered, taking her coffee and sitting down at the
kitchen table. “No, no. It’s ok” Metis said, wetting her thumb with
her mouth and wiping a smudge of berry from Alexa’s cheek. “I didn’t realize how enjoyable these simple
pleasures would be….”
Kelly smiled. “I understand. Metis, can I ask you something?”
Metis continued to stare
at Alexa, watching as she moved on to the slice of toast. “Of course,” she replied.
“Do you…..still love
Athena? If you’re able to stop her, will
you forgive her?”
Metis turned to stare at
her.
“What do you think
I should do, midwife?” Metis asked.
Kelly was taken aback by the turnabout.
The hairs on her arms stood at attention.
“I….I think that if she
wants forgiveness, you should give it to her.
I know what she did to you was wrong. Well, more than wrong
but…..she’s still your daughter, you know?”
Metis remained icy
silent.
Kelly realized she had
approached a touchy subject about as close as she dared. “What I’m saying is that I hope that you can
make things right” she concluded, unsure of what else to say.
“You’re a wise woman,
midwife” Metis replied, her posture loosening and becoming more relaxed.
“Alexa chooses her friends
wisely. If you choose to go down the
path of motherhood, I think you’ll be quite good at it. What do you think, Alexa?”
“Kewwy good Mommy” Alexa
replied, causing the two women to giggle at the adorable endorsement of
confidence.
After breakfast, Alexa
was placed in her playpen in the living room while Metis returned to the master
bedroom to rest. Kelly placed a few toys
inside the playpen, put on cartoons, then sat down on the couch to read a book. About thirty minutes later, Alexa’s stomach
began to audibly gurgle.
“It’s ok, honey. Just let it out and I’ll change your diaper
as soon as you’re done” Kelly reassured.
Alexa nodded her head,
entered a half squat and voided her bowels into her diaper. Kelly watched as the rear of Alexa’s diaper
slowly tented outward while the front of her diaper began to turn a dull
yellow. Alexa stared ahead, not wanting
to make eye contact with Kelly as the stench of her poop began to waft around
her. In the middle of her bowel
movement, she suddenly regained a flash of her adult vocabulary and
sensibilities.
“God, this is so fucking
embarrassing” Alexa muttered as she let out a final grunt and finished doing
her business.
Kelly let out a chuckle,
then began to laugh.
“Why Kewwy waff?” Alexa
asked with a look of genuine offense, then realized what had just happened.
Kelly managed to arrest
her laughter for a moment. “It’s just
that…….Well, I’ve never heard a toddler drop an f-bomb while they were in the
middle of pooping their Pampers……guess that curse hasn’t fully set back in,
yet!” she explained, rolling back into laughter. A smirk broke out across Alexa’s face and
soon she was laughing along with the bemused midwife.
“Ok, fun’s over” Kelly
announced. Let’s get you out of that
dirty diaper, Alexa!”
After laying Alexa down
on the changing table, Kelly removed the tapes to her soiled diaper. After pulling the front of Alexa’s diaper
down between her legs, she realized that wiping alone probably wouldn’t ensure
a completely clean front and bottom.
Alexa’s bowel movement was quite messy, due in no small part to the
mixture of solid food and breastmilk that she had been consuming.
“You know what? I’m going to give you a bath. There’s no way I can get you clean with just
wipes. The last thing you need is an
infection, or diaper rash…”
Alexa nodded her head in
agreement. After doing the best she
could with the baby wipes, Kelly deposited Alexa’s dirty, wet Pamper in the
diaper pail and then carried her to the bathroom. She sat Alexa on top of a towel on the floor
as she filled the tub. After a few
minutes, Alexa was sitting in a few inches of warm water while Kelly prepared
to wash her.
Alexa’s newly-regressed
mind enjoyed the attention she was getting from Kelly. Being changed out of a very messy diaper and
cleaned in the tub, with all of its pleasant smells and sensations caused her
to feel supremely safe and cared for.
Alexa began to enter a state of deep relaxation, causing her to go
almost limp in Kelly’s arms. After a few
more minutes of washing, Alexa was taken out of the tub, dried off and taken
back to the nursery, wrapped in a towel.
Kelly put Alexa in a
clean diaper and, noticing that she was shivering a bit, dressed her in a
long-sleeved diaper shirt. She placed
Alexa on the ground and with that, Alexa sped off back to the living room,
eager to play with her toys and watch cartoons once more.
The rest of the day was
uneventful. Metis continued to rest and
Kelly tended to Alexa by feeding her and changing her diapers. Meanwhile, the curse had now fully rooted
itself back into her mind, body and soul.
As before, she had a sense of what was happening around her, along with
her adult memories but all was clouded by the curse’s insidious fog. By the end of the day, Alexa had become
noticeably more infantile.
Now even younger than
before, Alexa found herself doing things that were increasingly babyish. At two years old, she found her threshold for
stimulation had shortened. There had
been a few times when her toys had simply overwhelmed her, causing her to enter
into a few “terrible twos” moments. Fortunately,
Kelly was a pro at dealing with those so these were thankfully
short-lived. She also grew increasingly
frustrated with her inability to express herself, which also led to
mini-tantrums that threatened to burst the damn before Kelly managed to plug
it.
Worse, she realized that
she was becoming increasingly impatient during diaper changes. She squirmed and fussed when Kelly attempted
to change her diaper on the living room floor.
Alexa strained to watch the bright, colorful characters on the TV screen
while Kelly changed her. Even though
Kelly was a diaper changing pro, Alexa was unimpressed with her speed and after
a few seconds wondered why she wasn’t in a clean diaper, back in her playpen
and surrounded by her toys.
That night, Alexa
listened to Kelly as she read her a bedtime story as Metis sat on the nursing
chair, watching. Alexa clutched her
stuffed animal and sucked on the pacifier that was clipped to her diaper shirt. She listened while lying on her back, her
legs slightly bowed apart by the thick Pampers Overnight diaper that Kelly had
put her in before bed.
The next morning, Metis awoke
from her slumber and immediately shot up to see what had become of Alexa
overnight. She peered into the crib and
was shocked to see that Alexa was now barely a year old. After calling for Kelly to come to the
nursery, the two women observed the changes that the little girl had undergone
during the evening.
Unlike the changes in her
appearance from three to two years old, these were much more pronounced. Her diaper was once again obviously too large
for her now. The diaper shirt she had
gone to sleep in looked noticeably loose.
It was the physical changes that were the most marked, though.
She had gained a
noticeable amount of baby fat, causing her face to look rounder. Her long, brunette hair had thinned and was
now well above her shoulders. Her mouth,
which was agape as she slept, only contained six teeth. Kelly also estimated that she was at least
half a foot shorter than she had been at two years old.
Alexa then began to stir,
whimpering softly and then slowly opening her eyes. As her vision came into focus, she was
stunned by what she saw. The first thing
she noticed was that her crib now looked positively huge. Whereas the bars had merely been just high
enough to keep her from getting out, they now looked positively insurmountable. In fact, the entire nursery looked as if it
had doubled in size.
She then looked down at
her body and realized that she had become even smaller. It was then that she smelled the familiar
ammonia-like aroma of dried pee.
Suddenly, an instinct overcame her that she simply could not control. She was uncomfortable. She wanted to not be
uncomfortable. Rather than reach up for
Kelly or Metis, she simply began to cry.
Kelly immediately lowered
the bars to the crib as Alexa continued to wail. She picked Alexa up and then handed her to
Metis, who gently bounced the crying infant to no avail. A pacifier was slipped into Alexa’s mouth,
which eventually soothed her to the point that her crying was reduced to soft
mewling.
“Here, I’ll change her
diaper” Kelly offered, taking her from Metis and laying her on the changing
table.
Meanwhile, Alexa
struggled to express why she was unhappy, why she was crying but the words
simply weren’t there for her. She
realized that she was effectively unable to verbally communicate. Even worse, she was unable to say the few
words she still knew. She tried to say
“Kelly” but all she could muster was “kay kay.”
“Shhh, I know honey, I
know. I’m going to clean you up, ok?”
Kelly assured as she began to wipe Alexa’s naked front and rear with a baby
wipe. She then took out a Pampers Size 3
diaper, slid it under Alexa’s now-clean bottom, powdered her and taped it
shut.
Metis sat in the nursing
chair and watched as Kelly slid a diaper shirt onto Alexa and then placed her
on the floor of the nursery.
As Alexa stood on the
floor, she realized that her balance was considerably worse than it was the day
before. As a two-year-old, standing and
walking was done without having to concentrate.
Now, however, her gait was much wider than before and each step felt as
if she was teetering on a tightrope. She
took a step forward, then another. Then
another. Then one more and then…….
Alexa fell backwards onto
her bottom. She stood up again, legs
wobbly and began to walk towards the Metis once more. This time, she managed to make it to the woman
before having to stop to regain her balance. Before long, Alexa was undergoing
her third feeding and Kelly was in the kitchen preparing her breakfast.
After her feeding, Alexa
attempted to exit the nursery on her own power, but managed to fall onto her
bottom again. Frustrated at her newfound
lack of mobility, she began to cry. Metis
knelt down beside her, put her pacifier back in her mouth and encouraged Alexa
to try and walk again. Alexa, still
teary eyed, sat up on her knees, then put her hands on the floor in front of
her. Now in the all-fours position, she
began to crawl towards the kitchen. Right
away, she realized that crawling just seemed so much faster and easier for
her. Metis followed behind as Alexa
crawled her way towards her highchair. Forgetting
that Metis was behind her, she looked around the kitchen and began to feel anxious
when she couldn’t find her. Kelly
realized that, at one year of age, Alexa was likely experiencing separation
anxiety.
“Shhh, it’s ok honey. Metis
is right there, Alexa! See?” she said,
pointing behind her. Alexa turned
around, saw Metis, smiled and then crawled towards the woman. She then stood up, using Metis’s leg as
leverage.
Metis reached down and
picked up the one-year-old girl, kissing her cheek.
“You see, little
one? I didn’t go anywhere. Who’s my brave little warrior? Hmmmm?” Metis gently teased. Alexa kicked her legs in excitement at
Metis’s praise, giggling as the Nymph tickled her belly, which was now
noticeably distended.
Metis then placed the
infant in her highchair and sat down at the table as Kelly put Alexa’s
breakfast tray in front of her. Kelly
had prepared a small bowl of oatmeal with halved grapes for the child. Kelly handed her a baby spoon and Alexa was
soon digging into the soft oatmeal.
As Alexa sat in her
highchair, she felt as if she was a mile off of the ground. The only thing keeping her from crying in
fear was the presence of Metis next to her.
She was beginning to view Metis as her mother and now, the thought of
her walking away from her, even for a second, was enough to cause her heart to
race. At one point, Metis sat up to
adjust her robes, prompting Alexa to immediately begin to whine.
“Why is she fussing?”
Metis asked Kelly.
“Oh, she’s probably
getting separation anxiety” Kelly explained.
It’s common in women….ahem, little girls her age.”
Metis raised an eyebrow. “Oh?
You mean she’ll be upset if she thinks I’m going away?”
“Yup. I know you need your rest, but you might want
to be a bit more, well, visible today” Kelly advised. “Otherwise, she’ll spend most of her day
crying and you won’t get much rest anyway…”
Metis nodded her head,
then turned to Alexa and tickled her cheek with her finger. “I think I can agree to that, then!” she
teased, causing Alexa to giggle.
Kelly smiled at the
innocent, wholesome interaction. Metis
seemed to genuinely enjoy babying Alexa.
It seemed that the smaller Alexa became, the more uninhibited and
nurturing Metis was with her.
Metis began to encourage
Alexa to finish her breakfast, cooing at her and occasionally stroking her
soft, thin hair. While Alexa enjoyed her
oatmeal, she seemed to want nothing to do with the halved grapes.
“Do you think she’s
full?” Metis asked.
“Could be” Kelly
responded. “It’s also just as likely
that she was a picky eater as a one-year-old.
Most babies are at that age.
Maybe you can convince her to try?” Kelly suggested.
“How?” Metis asked,
befuddled.
“Well, maybe if she sees
her favorite person eating them……” Kelly hinted.
Metis nodded in
understanding, then took a grape, showing it to Alexa. “Do you see, Alexa? Mommy….I mean……” she stopped, looking at
Kelly uncertainly.
“Go ahead. I don’t think Alexa will mind you calling
yourself that now…..”
Metis straightened in her
chair, smiling. “As I was saying, Mommy
likes grapes!” she exclaimed, theatrically putting one in her mouth and chewing
it.
Alexa smiled, picked up a
grape, and did the same. “Good job,
Alexa!” Metis cheered. “Go ahead, one
more for Mommy!” Alexa did as she was
told and once again received Metis’s praise.
When Alexa was finally
done with breakfast, Metis carried her to the playpen and deposited her
inside. Alexa began to fuss, but when
Metis sat down on the couch in front of her, Alexa stopped. With Metis now clearly within her field of
view, she felt safe enough to begin to play with her toys.
Metis watched as Alexa
played with her toy blocks, stacking them one on top of the other. While she could easily stack two blocks, she
lacked the fine motor skills to go any higher.
She involved herself with Alexa’s play, occasionally encouraging her to
show her the toy she was currently engrossed with. Alexa found it amusing to show Metis her toys
and simply adored the praise she received for being a “good girl” and listening
to her instructions.
As Alexa crawled to the
pile of toys in the corner of the playpen, she paused for a few seconds,
grunted and then proceeded to pick up a new toy. Alexa crawled back towards the blocks, sat
down and used her new toy to knock down one of the two-story block towers she
had made.
As she reached for a
nearby baby book, she smelled something familiar. The odor was strong, no doubt but she wasn’t
sure it was necessarily a bad smell.
Unsure as to what caused the smell or where it was coming from, Alexa
proceeded to turn the pages of her baby book.
She then realized that something felt different on her bottom. Something warm and mushy was on her skin, but
what could it be? She looked down at her
diaper and began to explore it. The
front of her diaper, which had been white now looked yellow and swollen. She crawled to the edge of the playpen and
managed to stand herself up. When she
did so, part of the sticky feeling on her bottom seemed to go away. Confused, she sat back down and crawled back
to her toys.
It was then that the
smell of what Alexa had done in her diaper reached Metis. “Oh….oh my, Alexa. Did you….um……”
Alexa merely smiled in
response, a small line of drool hanging from her chin.
“Kelly? Kelly?
I think Alexa needs a changing……”
Kelly walked into the
living room and immediately confirmed Metis’s suspicions. She reached into the playpen and pulled the
rear of Alexa’s diaper back as she continued to sit and play with her toys.
“Yep, that’s a poopy
alright!” Kelly cheerfully exclaimed, picking Alexa up from the playpen. Alexa immediately began to fuss, angered that
her play had been interrupted but unaware that it was because she had soiled
her diaper. In fact, Alexa didn’t even
realize she had soiled her diaper.
It wasn’t until Kelly began to walk towards the nursery that Alexa made
the connection that she was about to be changed and that the odor she had smelt
had come from her. The thought that she
had messed herself without realizing it didn’t upset her. In fact, being in a poopy diaper didn’t
bother her at all. She cared more about
the fact that her play had been interrupted than the fact that she had pooped herself. She didn’t want to get changed, she wanted to
play! Her frustration now turned to
tears and she started to cry.
Metis took the crying
child from Kelly and began to softly bounce her and whisper into her ear. “It’s ok, Alexa. Mommy knows you want to play, but we need to give
you a changing first!”
After a few minutes,
Alexa’s cries had subsided. She looked
at Metis with teary eyes and managed to pathetically say one of the few
remaining words she knew how to: “poo poo?”
Metis nodded her
head. “Yes, Alexa made a poo poo. Do you want Mommy to change your diaper?” she
asked softly. Alexa nodded her head
“yes” and soon she was laying on the changing table with Kelly and Metis standing
over her.
“I’ve…..never changed a
diaper before, Kelly” Metis admitted.
“Can you show me how?”
Kelly smiled. “Of course!
Go ahead, stand here. I’ll tell
you what to do and you can do it, ok?”
“I think I can do that….”
Metis replied shakily.
“Ok, first, peel these
back here. These are the diaper tapes”
Metis removed one tape,
then the other.
“Good! Now, put your thumb and index finger here, on
the front waistband and pull it down between her legs…”
Metis pinched the front
waistband as instructed, slowly pulling the diaper down between Alexa’s
legs. The odor caused her to
involuntarily fan her hand in front of her nose. “By the gods!
How can something so small make such a stench?”
Kelly began to
laugh. “Come on, Metis. A divine being like yourself can’t handle a
little baby poop? Now, take her by her
ankles and lift them in the air with one hand…..”
A few minutes later,
Metis had changed her first diaper and Alexa was contently sucking her pacifier
and playing in her playpen, clean as a whistle and smelling of baby
powder. For the rest of the day, Metis
handled all of Alexa’s changings. She
simply adored the way Alexa would smile at her as she was changed and took
pleasure in providing for the little girl’s care. Kelly’s role was now relegated to preparing
Alexa’s meals and giving child rearing advice to Metis.
That evening, Alexa was
put down for the night by Metis. Clad in
her onesie and overnight diaper, Alexa stared up at her new Mommy as she sang a
lullaby to her. Alexa cooed and gurgled
in pleasure, not knowing how to express how wonderfully safe and content she
felt. When she finally drifted off to
sleep, Metis took her usual place on the nursing chair. Alexa suddenly began to fuss, prompting Metis
to begin singing another lullaby. After
a few minutes, Alexa’s fussing ceased and Metis joined her in slumber.
By the next morning, Alexa
had regressed yet again. Today would be
her final day as an infant. By the next
morning, she’d be inside of Metis’s womb.
Alexa slowly opened her
eyes and, feeling the discomfort of a very wet overnight diaper, started to cry
to be changed. Metis reached into the
crib and picked Alexa up, stroking her hair and kissing her cheek.
“Good Morning, baby
girl. Mommy is here for you, my
darling…..”
Kelly entered the nursery
and saw that Alexa was now a six-month-old baby girl. She barely had any hair on head. Her cries were almost as high-pitched as a
newborn’s and a large amount of drool dripped from her chin onto Metis’s robes. Her body was now entirely covered in baby fat
and she had lost nearly all of the distinct features she had possessed. Her pudgy face was red from crying and her
little fists were balled up in frustration.
“Here, you’re going to
want to use these, now” Kelly said, bringing a package of Pampers Size 2
diapers. Metis nodded, grabbed a clean
diaper from the package and laid Alexa down to change her. As she opened her wet diaper, she found that
Alexa had made a small bowel movement in her sleep. She wiped the crying child clean and then
taped her into a fresh diaper. She then
carried her to the feeding chair and sat down with her. Once presented with Metis’s breast, Alexa’s
crying ceased and she was soon suckling at her teat.
Soon after, Alexa found
herself back in her highchair, except this time she was spoon fed apple sauce
and pureed spinach. As Alexa ate, she
realized for the first time that she had no teeth. When the applesauce went into her mouth, she
could feel the baby spoon rubbing against her gums as she bit down to swallow
the semi-liquid food.
Her beverage, which
consisted of juice in a baby bottle, was also placed in front of her. Alexa sucked the nipple of her bottle after
her feeding, involuntarily leaning forward occasionally to pass gas. This prompted Metis to check her diaper after
particularly “bad” flatulence to make sure the infant hadn’t soiled herself in
her highchair. Once Alexa was finished
with breakfast, she was placed on the floor in front of Metis, who watched the
baby girl play with her toys.
Alexa’s mind had been
regressed to the point that she no longer knew any words. She simply made cooing and babbling noises
and hoped that they made some sort of sense.
She could no longer recall the names of any of the objects before her,
which made everything look so wonderful and new. Toys that lit up caused her eyes to grow wide
in amazement and the cartoons playing on TV may as well have been happening in
reality. Simple toys, such as rattles
now enthralled her and she kicked her legs in excitement when they made their
funny little noises. Anything she wanted
to explore further found it’s way into her mouth, unless Metis took it away
from her first. Now lacking object
permanence, anything in front of her simply materialized out of thin air and
anything out of her sight had vanished forever.
Her diaper becoming wet or soiled simply “happened” and there was no
distinction to her between being dirty or clean, wet or dry. Alexa simply experienced life as it happened,
with no consideration or thought put into the “how” or “why” of it. And yet, in the back of her mind, that
nagging feeling that something wasn’t quite right persisted: flashes of memories of her past life, of some
other “then” that she now lacked the mental faculties to repeat in her mind,
let alone interpret.
For the rest of the day Metis
and Kelly spent the day watching over Alexa and caring for her. Feedings, bottles and diaper changes
dominated the day as the inevitable hurtled towards them. That evening, as Metis laid Alexa down in her
crib for the last time, she spoke to her.
“Alexa, I know you can’t
understand me. I don’t know if you’re
scared. I don’t know if you’re
regretting this, but know this: I will not abandon you. I consider you…..” she stopped, choking back
tears. “I love you, Alexa……”
Metis reached into the
crib, softly tracing Alexa’s cherub-like face with her thumb. Alexa, who was already asleep, smiled in
response.
The Sanctity of Knowledge
by: BackToBabyHood | Story In Progress | Last updated Mar 5, 2024
Stories of Age/Time Transformation