by: BackToBabyHood | Story In Progress | Last updated Mar 5, 2024
Alexa stood up in her
crib, wailing in sorrow and anguish. She
was still a little girl. She was still
trapped in what used to be her home. It
hadn’t been a dream after all. Athena
entered Alexa’s nursery and found her clinging to the bars of her crib, her overnight
diaper sagging between her legs as she cried in mourning for a womanhood which
she now realized was permanently revoked.
Athena walked over to the crib, leaning over the railing.
“Shhhhh, I know, I know…”
she said, stroking the distraught child’s hair softly. “The first few days are always the
worst. But don’t worry, little one. You’ll grow to accept it over time….” she
said in a tone of confident consolation, reaching down into the crib and
picking Alexa up. She softly bounced the
crying child up and down, singing an ancient lullaby to calm her. Athena’s hypnotically soothing voice had its
intended effect and soon Alexa’s sobs were reduced to barely-audible mewling.
Having mollified her
daughter, Athena now carried her to the changing table. She laid her down gently, handed her a
stuffed animal and began to remove the tapes of the soaked garment. Alexa clutched the stuffed animal tightly as
she was changed. She looked at the
stacks of diapers that stood on the changing table and realized that diapers
were now a permanent part of her life, whether she liked it or not. After rolling up the wet diaper and placing
it in the nearby diaper pail, Athena wiped, powdered and diapered Alexa, then
carried her to the kitchen.
The next indignity
awaited Alexa in the form of a booster seat, which was placed on a chair at the
kitchen table. Athena sat her down on
the booster seat, then began to make her breakfast. Alexa watched as her mother prepared her morning
meal for her: oatmeal, yogurt and chopped fruit, served alongside a pink sippy
cup filled with apple juice. She
remained silent as her meal was laid before her, her mind still struggling to
come to grips with a reality that still seemed impossible. She had once been a proud, independent woman
who made her own decisions and lived her life as she saw fit. Now, she was wearing a diaper and sitting in
a booster seat, waiting to be fed by the very woman who had taken it all
away. Still, despite her stubborn disbelief,
a creeping sense of permanency began to set in which she found unsettlingly
comfortable.
Her thoughts were
interrupted by her growling stomach, reminding her that she was quite hungry. She picked up her spoon and began to eat her
breakfast as Athena sat at the table, watching her. The child’s dexterity clearly matched her age
as she managed to drop her food a few times onto her t-shirt, prompting Athena
to remove it, leaving Alexa clad only in her disposable diaper. Having finished her meal, Alexa grabbed her
sippy cup and began to drink her apple juice greedily, not realizing how
thirsty she had been. Satisfied that her
daughter had been nourished, Athena cleaned her mouth with a wet cloth and then
helped her out of her booster seat and led her by the hand to the living room.
An activity table resided
in the center of the room, surrounded by several toys. “Play with your toys
while Mommy gets the house ready for company” she instructed, setting Alexa’s
half-full sippy cup on the table for her to finish drinking. Alexa seemed to only hear the first half of
the sentence, as her heart fluttered upon being told to play.
Alexa walked towards the
assemblage of bright plastic, surveying her options and picking up what was
supposed to be a child’s version of a smart phone. Alexa remembered that she used to have
something like it, but this one seemed much more fun. She spent several minutes pressing its many
buttons, each one causing the phone to light up and play sounds and songs which
she found highly entertaining.
As she continued to play,
she was reminded by how much of her adult knowledge had been stripped away. Looking around the living room, she knew what
some things were called but the words for other objects completely escaped
her. For example, she knew that the
large, rectangular thing attached to the wall was called a “TV” but drew a
blank when looking at the little box with the antennae protruding from it
situated on the table beneath it.
Occasionally, she would look
at objects in the living room which would spark fleeting glimpses of her past
life. The wet bar in the corner conjured
images of women conversing with each other, sipping what Alexa understood to be
“big girl” drinks from their glasses, while the couch triggered a memory of her
as a woman sitting on top of a boy and bouncing up and down on him, although
the name for what they were doing and why they were doing it escaped her
now. The constant failure to remember
began to upset her and Alexa found it better to focus on playing rather than
trying to recall the details of a life that she could only view through an
opaque window to the past.
About thirty minutes later,
Alexa filled her diaper while standing at the activity table. Unlike when she had soiled herself at
daycare, she was now fully aware of how infantile the act was. She knew that she used to be able to control
such urges. She knew there was a time
when she would have done such a thing seated on the potty and cleaned herself
when she was done. Instead, she had done
her morning business in her diaper, helpless to do anything about it until her
mother decided to change her. Such was
the nature of her punishment: cursed to relive a second babyhood with the full
knowledge that the dignities she had enjoyed as a grown woman were no more. As the foul odor of what she’d done began to
waft around her, all she could do was cry and wait for her Mommy to arrive.
Alerted by Alexa’s cries,
Athena returned to the living room to find her teary-eyed and sucking her thumb
for comfort. As she drew nearer, she
smelled what her daughter had done, leaving no doubt as to what the child was upset
about.
“Alexa, why are you
crying? Does your diaper need changing?”
she asked, knowing full well what the answer was. Alexa remained silent with her thumb anchored
in her mouth as Athena turned her around, inserted two fingers into the rear
waistband of her diaper, and peered inside.
The invasive procedure made Alexa feel extremely vulnerable, causing her
face to turn bright red from the embarrassment of it all.
“Oh my, someone does need
a changing!” Athena announced, patting the bottom of Alexa’s diaper gently.
Any resolve Alexa had to
cling to her last shreds of dignity seemed to melt away as she attempted to
plead for her mother to change her. She
hadn’t attempted to speak since waking up, but now the situation compelled her
to do so. Unfortunately, she struggled
to find the words to express herself and communicate her needs. Finally, the former English teacher of Dalian
Academy took her thumb out of her mouth and tearfully uttered her first
sentence of the morning:
“I goed poo poo mommy………..diapuh
‘tinky!”
Athena frowned
sympathetically, her mortal maternal instincts battling against her role as an
administrator of divine discipline. Although Alexa was clearly uncomfortable, she
decided to wait a few minutes to change her.
Past experience taught that certain boundaries were best set early on, which
included teaching her adoptive children that they couldn’t always have what
they wanted right away. "Besides,"
she thought, "The child needs to get used to wearing diapers. She’ll be
spending a long time in them and I won’t always be able to change her immediately. The sooner she gets used to the feeling that
using them makes, the better. It’s for
her own good.” Noticing that Alexa’s
sippy cup was still half-full, she took it from the activity table and handed
it her.
“Mommy knows you made poo
poo, but you didn’t finish drinking your apple juice!” she observed. “Mommy will change your diaper after your
juice is all gone.”
Alexa looked up at her
mother indignantly. “But
mommmyyyyy! I no wan appo juice! Diapuh poopy!” she protested, looking at the
sippy cup with contempt.
Athena put her hands on
her hip, and shot Alexa a stern look. “I
think I made myself clear, little one!
You will finish your apple juice and THEN your diaper will be changed. If that isn’t acceptable to you, perhaps you’d
prefer a spanking?”
Alexa suddenly remembered
her spanking from the night prior. She
could practically feel the sting on her backside as she recounted the horrible
punishment Athena had administered to her.
Alexa sheepishly raised the sippy cup to her mouth and began to drink
from it. Athena smiled, satisfied that
her child was beginning to understand who was in charge. Alexa continued to drink from her sippy cup
as her mother watched with her arms crossed, making it clear that she expected
it to be empty. The sensation of being
in a dirty diaper was all the motivation Alexa needed to hurriedly gulp down
the remaining juice. As she drank, she began
wetting her diaper, causing it to sag a bit between her legs.
After what seemed like an
eternity, Alexa finished her sippy cup.
She walked toward her mother, held the empty cup out to her and with a
pouty, apprehensive look on her face announced “I dwanked it all………” Athena took the cup from her, unscrewed the
top and held the cup upside down over the sink.
“Not a drop left. That’s a good little girl. Come to Mommy……” she said, bending down and collecting the
child in her arms as she carried her off to change her diaper.
Once in the nursery,
Athena sat Alexa down on the soft padding of the changing table, which had the
unfortunate effect of spreading the contents of Alexa’s diaper around her and
causing her to begin fussing in discomfort.
Athena offered a staccato “shh shh shh shh” to calm her and when that
didn’t work, began to sing the ancient lullaby she had sung earlier. The exotic, ethereal melody and strange words
once again calmed Alexa as Athena began to change her.
“Thank Zeus that The
Mousai taught me this song” she thought as she began to wipe Alexa clean. “I don’t know what I’d do without it!”
Athena continued to sing
as she wiped her daughter clean while Alexa lay still with her thumb in her
mouth, mesmerized by her mother’s voice.
Having cleansed her daughter’s backside, Athena disposed of the soiled
garment in the diaper pail and unfolded a clean diaper from the nearby
stack. Alexa could smell the fresh
diaper’s light fragrance as it was slid under her. Despite the humiliation of being changed, she
was nonetheless beginning to associate the smell of clean diapers with comfort
and security.
After Alexa was powdered,
Athena fastened the tapes of the diaper and sat her daughter up on the changing
table. “Now, then! Let’s get you dressed. You need to be wearing more than just a
diaper when Mommy’s friends arrive!” she cheerily announced.
“Fwends?” Alexa inquired
meekly.
“Yes, my child. Friends!” Athena dismissively replied as she
began to rummage through the drawers of the nearby dresser. Alexa sat on the table with her arms crossed
across her bare chest as she watched her mother pick out her clothes. A few moments later, she produced an outfit
consisting of a light pink t-shirt and a denim suspender skirt. Alexa sat in motionless indifference as her
mother began to dress her, noticing that she was clearly enjoying the
process. When Athena was done, she took
a step back, smiling in satisfaction at the job she did. “There, much better! Now, come with Mommy so she can brush your
hair.” Athena helped Alexa off the
changing table and took her by the hand to the bathroom. Once inside, she sat Alexa on the bathroom
counter and began to brush her hair.
Alexa barely noticed her mother’s brushstrokes as she stared at the
little girl in the bathroom mirror. She
remembered the times when she would use it to admire her nude feminine form and
charms. She would trim and sculpt the hairs
that served as a proud symbol of her womanhood and pose seductively in front of
it. That was gone now. Instead, she sat in an outfit fit for a
little girl as her mother placed a bow in her hair.
“You look so precious, my
child! Mommy’s friends are going to
simply melt when they see you!” she cheerily exclaimed, standing Alexa up in
front of the mirror so that she could see handywork. Alexa couldn’t help but feel like a living
doll as she stared at herself with her mother’s hands on her hips. Her only consolation was that her outfit at
least covered her diaper.
With that, Alexa was
taken back to the living room and told to watch cartoons until company
arrived. Alexa sat in front of the TV,
sucking her thumb and clutching a stuffed animal as Athena arranged the living
room to receive her guests.
A few minutes later, the
doorbell rang. Alexa had been so
engrossed in cartoons that the sound startled her. Now, her heartbeat slightly climbed as she
awaited to meet her mother’s “friends”.
Alexa got up and
partially hid herself behind a wall, wanting to catch a glimpse of who had
arrived but also not wanting anyone to see her like this. Horrible thoughts began to run amok in her
head. What if her mother had invited
someone she knew? Her former colleagues,
her friends? What if this was another
“punishment” to be dealt to her? She
clutched her stuffed animal tightly as her mother opened the front door. Alexa couldn’t bare to look, so she turned
her head as she remained concealed behind the wall.
“Good Morning, Mother
Goddess” she heard one voice say.
“Mother Goddess, thank
you for your invitation,” said another.
“Thank you for your generosity,
Mother Goddess” said a third.
The women began to
converse as they entered the home, their voices becoming louder as they
approached the living room. Alexa was
able to pick out bits and pieces over the conversational din of the four women.
“No, no, no……..hold
mommy’s hand, Jessica.”
“Shush, Elizabeth. What did I say about not speaking unless
spoken to?”
“Kaylen, stop your
whining!”
Alexa walked away from
the wall as the four women rounded the corner to the living room. What she saw next surprised her. Each of the three women who had arrived were
holding the hand of a little girl who all appeared to be slightly older than
Alexa. All three wore expressions of
apprehensive confusion as they stared back at the little girl with the bow in
her hair.
“Come, my daughters. Let us be seated so that I may review your
gifts to my temple.” Athena announced,
taking her place in one of the four chairs that had been placed around the
center of the living room.
Each of the women did the
same, setting down their diaper bags and responding with “yes, Mother Goddess”
in unison as their little ones stayed close to them. Alexa moved to her mother, clutching her
dress and sucking her thumb as she tried to figure out why something felt
familiar about the little girls who had arrived.
“Place your gifts before
me” Athena commanded. Each woman obeyed,
taking their respective child by the hand and leading them to the center of the
room. The young girls looked up at
Athena, their eyes wide with fear as the Goddess sat in her chair, looking down
at the them sternly.
“Jessica Andrews,
Elizabeth Shaw, Kaylen Vaughn, hear my words! As I’m sure you’ve been told,
your sins against my temple are profanely egregious. Just like your former colleague, Alexa, you
used your position of trust to enrich yourselves at the expense of poisoning my
blessings upon the mortal realm!”
While Alexa didn’t
understand half of what her mother was saying, but she knew the girls before
her were in just as much trouble as she was.
“I’m sorry! Please! Please don’t make me stay like
this! I’ll do anything!” Kaylen shouted.
“I only did it because
everyone else was doing it! I didn’t
know I was sinning against you! I didn’t
even know who you were!” Elizabeth protested.
“You can’t do this to
me! I can’t be like this! It isn’t right! I’m not a little girl! I’m a woman!
Please turn me back!” Jessica pleaded.
Athena scowled at their
pleas for compassion. “Your cries for
mercy fall upon deaf ears!” she replied sharply, dramatically turning her head
away in disgust. She once more surveyed
her captives, then turned to the women standing behind the girls.
“Daughters, you have done
well. You were once in the same position
as these three, but through submission and obedience you gained my favor. I am most proud of you. I hereby accept these children as gifts to my
temple, to be dealt with as I see fit.
For now, you are to raise them as your own. As a reward for your service, I grant you the
blessings of motherhood……” Athena formed
a sign with her hands and an aura appeared to surround the three women. Each began to breath heavily as they their
bodies flooded with the hormones of motherhood.
“T-thank you! Thank you, Mother Goddess!” Angelia
exclaimed, feeling like a true woman for the first time in centuries. The others didn’t have to speak to express
their thanks. The look on their faces
told Athena all she needed to know about their gratitude.
“Now, then……as for the
three of you………..” Athena began, dotting the air with her finger in seemingly
random spots with one hand while drawing a line between them with the other,
“You can begin your second babyhood! Your
new lives begin now, babies!” A
constellation suddenly appeared in a burst of light, like the flash on a
camera. Alexa watched in awe as the
girls began to get younger right before her eyes.
Frightened, the little
girls began to protest once more in a cacophony of cries for mercy and
forgiveness. Athena raised her hand
again, this time closing her open palm slowly as the little girls’ speech began
to regress with their bodies. Soon,
their cries resembled nothing more than the tantruming of small children. Their clothes fell from their bodies as they
attempted to get away from their mothers who held them in place until their
transformation was completed.
Each woman picked up
their new daughters, bouncing them and cooing at them to calm them from their
shocked hysteria. Athena looked on, a
look of satisfaction on her face. Her
administration of punishment was complete.
Now, it was time for her daughters to bond themselves to their
children. “Mothers, take your daughters
in your arms!” she shouted over the tormented wails of the newly-regressed
girls. “It is time for them to drink of
your bosom!”
The new mothers complied,
carrying their kicking and screaming daughters to their respective chairs. The childrens’ resistance soon subsided as
they fell prey to the overwhelming urge to nurse, just as Alexa had. Alexa watched as her former colleagues were
breastfed by their new mothers. One by
one, their crying fell silent and soon all that could be heard was the sound of
suckling. The four women looked down at
their daughters with affection, stroking their hair as they drank the sweet
milk produced by their teats. Athena
gathered Alexa into her arms and sat her on her lap, allowing her to watch the
scene before her with a combination of fascination and revulsion.
As each girl finished
suckling, she was carried to the nursery where she was diapered and clothed. Each mother had brought an outfit for her daughter
to be placed in after their regression.
Kaylen was placed in a white t-shirt with a cartoon depiction of a
dinosaur, along with a pair of shorts.
Jessica was put in a light pink dress with a white rabbit on it. Elizabeth was put in overalls with a white
t-shirt that said “1+2 = 3 (My Age!)”.
Now that the ceremony was
complete, the four women conversed as their new daughters sat on the floor at
their feet, sucking their thumbs and coming to grips with their new realities. Athena shared her wisdom and child-rearing
advice with the new mothers. Diapers
were wet, soiled and changed on the living room floor in full view of
everyone. Tantrums were had over toys
being stolen and spankings were administered to those who misbehaved. At the end of the day, each mother returned
home with her new baby girl. As their
children slept, their mothers prepared the belongings that would be sent with
them to their first day of daycare. As
for their daughters, all of them fell asleep in their cribs that night to the
same song.
The Sanctity of Knowledge
by: BackToBabyHood | Story In Progress | Last updated Mar 5, 2024
Stories of Age/Time Transformation