Malice Aforethought

Chapter 5
Bonding

I’m back inside when I wake up. Back inside? Was I outside? It’s hard to recall. My memories don’t seem to be linear at all. I can’t quite place how I got here. I know I’m in South Africa. I’m at Elly’s place. She’s helping me with something. It’s something very important. But I can’t for the life of me recall what.

I’m sitting on the couch. I’m still wearing my baggy orange board shorts. They’re very comfy against my skin, almost as good as the special undies I can feel against my thingy. Those are really nice. But other things are missing. My shirt is gone. I clearly recall putting on a t-shirt with the shorts when I got changed. What had I been changing out of? Don’t know. But Elly said these big boy clothes would be just perfect for me. So where’s my big boy shirt? And that’s not all that’s missing. I can feel the soft thick carpet under my feet. I definitely had socks on earlier. I didn’t want them off for some reason. That was definitely a strong feeling, but the reason was missing once again.

“I see you’re finally up, you sleepy boy,” Elly says cheerily as she sits down on the couch beside me. Had she been here long? I’m not sure. It’s like my memory was a piece of paper that someone had burnt lots of little holes into.

“Why am I here Elly?” I asked straight away.

“You were sleepy after all your play and that big dinner, so you lied down on the couch for a nap. It’s okay, even big boys need a nap sometimes.”

“No, no, I mean why am I here? At your house?” I explained.

“Oh well you came to visit with your buddy Eric remember. He’d been very stressed and decided to take a break from being a big person and you came to see how he was enjoying his rest and to relax a bit yourself.”

Suddenly it all came back to me. I remembered seeing Eric all dumb and little on the computer and wanting to come here to see him myself. Again it felt like there were gaps in those memories, important data missing from them. But I was sure of one thing. Eric really was all dumb and babyish. I’d arrived and found him creeping around the house and even the yard buck naked and babbling like a toddler, and that made me very horny. I was still very horny in fact. But there were other, smaller mysteries to solve before worrying about that.

“So what happened to my shirt and my socks? I know I had ‘em on before.”

Elly gave me a silly chuckle that made me feel like I’d been foolish even to ask the question. “Well you wanted to be more comfy for your nap silly. And besides you’d got your shirt a bit messy at dinner and you’ve seen how the other boys have no use for shoes and socks anymore.”

That was true, I clearly recalled seeing their dirty bare feet, even seeing them going to the mall that way. I didn’t remember my shirt being dirty but it had to be true, Elly said so. I knew I could trust her. It was one of the strongest feelings I had, Elly was here to help me and I had to trust her. There was one niggling issue though. As much as it aroused me to see Eric and his other friends acting like toddlers it was important that Elly understood I didn’t want to be like them, I just wanted to roleplay, in private. “But I’m not little like them,” I asserted. “I still need shoes for going out.”

“Well of course silly-billy. But you aren’t going out anywhere tonight,” she countered.

No of course I wasn’t. I didn’t need shoes or socks for inside. The carpet was awfully soft and comfy anyway, just like my undies. Which reminded me of something. “Elly, I’m really excited and I got a big stiffy,” I told her. For a second I wondered if that was something I shouldn’t have shared. But she smiled and didn’t seem upset at all, so I guess it was okay.

Elly put her arm around my bare shoulders and her skin was warm and so soft on mine. I let my head rest against her shoulder and felt so comfy. “That’s okay Aiden, you’ve had a very exciting day,” she whispered to me. “Seeing your buddy Eric all little and playful and so happy has made you feel good too. You know he loves making big sticky squirts with his pee-pee and since he’s little he doesn’t get embarrassed about it at all. Doesn’t that sound nice?”

I nodded silently, that did sound nice, getting to make stickies and not being embarrassed about it at all.

“He goes around all nakey-bummed anyway so it’s not like he worries about privacy. We can all see the creamies when he does his squirts and he just giggles his head off. Must be nice being so free, eh?”

“Uh-huh.” It sounded great. Eric was so lucky to be so free.

“I can see your happy pee-pee too sweetie,” Elly whispered ever so softly. “Would you like me to help you the way I help Eric sometimes?”

“Mmmhmm,” I murmured, nodding. Did I ever!

I felt her hand slip under the elastic waist of the shorts. But it stayed outside the underoos, gripping my shaft and stroking, gently at first, feathering it from top to bottom, then harder and deeper. All the while she cooed to me that I was doing a good job, being a good boy for her. And it was so perfect, so delightful… I came like I could never recall doing before. It was such a powerful rush. My whole body went into spasm as I rode the wave of endorphins.

“Good boy, what a good boy,” Elly said, stroking my hair and my cheek as I cuddled into her arms.

We watched cartoons together for the next couple hours. It was already quite late, I must have had a long nap. The other boys had already gone night-nights. That was fine with me. I loved cuddling with Elly and just feeling so safe with her there. The cartoons were so funny too! I couldn’t recall being so amused by them in a long time. But eventually it was night-nights time for me too and Elly helped me change out of my shorts and into fresh undies. I liked these ones cuz they had Ninja Turtles on them and they’re really cool.

Elly said that was all I needed and I could take a bath tomorrow. I didn’t say anything cuz I didn’t wanna upset her but I’m too big for baths anyway. Elly led me to my room, but I saw that it wasn’t just for me. There were two big beds. I could see Eric and Benny cuddled together in one of them. Elly led me by the hand to the other. Timmy was lying in this bed, cuddling a soft blue bunny under his arm and sucking his thumb as he slept.

“Do I gotta sleep with him?” I asked, not really wanting to share with another boy.

“Sorry honey, but there aren’t any other beds,” Elly apologised.

Hesitantly I climbed in and got under the covers. Timmy roused a bit at all the movement, opening his bleary eyes and looking at me. He was here to play with Eric too. He’d come to relax and be silly just like me. That I remembered clearly. He was wearing a pair of thick underoos just like mine and that was all. It made me feel close to him, our shared pyjamas choice. And it was especially nice when Elly pulled up the covers and kissed me on the cheek, telling me to have sweet dreams. As she left she turned some music on and also this light globe that projected swirling colour patterns on the ceiling. I had only just had my nap, but as I watched the lights swirl and listened to the gentle music I felt exhausted again and in no time I was deeply asleep.