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Chapter 5
an ending and a new beginning

an ending and a new beginning

Ellen watched as Kathy had gone and took the book from the cabinet. She took the photos of her friends and put them in the book and checked her watch. About an hour. "Ok," she thought. "here you go girls." With that, she opened the book, first to Kelly’s photo, then Donna’s. "I’m sure they’ll like this. Ane I bet their husband’s won’t mind either." She put the book back and made her way, a little drunkenly, upstairs. She eased the Haley’s door open, and saw her kids sleeping soundly. How easy it had become to think of Billy as her son. She really had trouble remembering him as her husband, as if it was a dream. She went to her room and got ready for bed. She saw the stains on her bra and wished she wasn’t lactating. She expelled some of the milk to ease the pressure. "As long as no one nurses, it’ll eventually stop. Ha ha, my kids are a little too old to breast feed (but I could change that if i wanted too....no, I don’t want to deal with diapers. Yuck.) If I wanted to, I could regress myself a year or two, and I wouldn’t be lactating anymore. But do I really want to be any younger...hmmm. Well, I’m not making any decisions with this buzz on that I might regret in the morning." She stripped down to her panties and threw on a night shirt and went to sleep.

Haley got up the next morning and rubbed the sleep from her eyes. She was a little groggy from all the toking the night before. She got out of bed, leaving her brother to sleep and made her way to the bathroom. Her eyes half open, she used the toilet , took off her clothes and got in the shower. That always woke her up. She still had a few weeks of summer vacation, and mom took this week off to spend with her and Billy. The shampooed her hair and washed, and left the shower feeling refreshed. She dried off and put on her robe, and brushed her teeth, and went back to her room to dress, forgetting momentarily about Billy still sleeping in her bed. She picked out some panties and a bra and put them on, but they didn’t feel quite right. She looked in the mirror. The panties looked alright she guessed, but she seemed to remember them being tighter, more snug. But her bra...it just didn’t fit, no matter how she tried to adjust it. ’I wish I was bigger," she thought," like mom, or at least like Kathy. She took off her bra and looked at herself..."This can’t be right!" She looked at her breasts closely. They were never big, but all she had left were puffy little nipples, just like...just like she had when she was 10! She looked in her panties...almost no hair at all! "No...oh no....no no no!" She sniffed. Billy, stirred.

"Hi sis," Billy yawned.

"H....hi, Billy" she choked and looked at him. He got out of the bed and walked over to her. They were about the same height. He saw her little nipples, and her shaking, "Oh Billy, " she cried, and fell into his arms. "My clothes don’t fit! I’m a little girl!" she bawled.

"No you’re not, calm down! Its ok...shhh," he comforted her. "You look the same," he offered.

"Except that I don’t have any tits! I’ll be a laughing stock, I can’t show my face like this!" It was true, she was almost flat. Then she brightened. "I know!" she said, and she put her bra back on. Then she stuffed it with tissues until she was about the right size, and put on a pair of shorts and a top. "There! How’s that?" she asked.

"No one will ever know, and I won’t tell anyone!" Billy said.

She walked over to Billy and put her arms around him, and kissed him on the lips. "I know you won’t Billy," and she worked her tongue into his mouth. They kissed for a long time, holding each other. They heard their mother walking down the hall and quickly parted.

"Hey, guys," she said. She looked at Billy in his sister’s old clothes and said, "I’m gonna make some breakfast, then we’ll go get you some clothes of your own Billy. Then I want to register you for the school year, and later we can go to the pool. Ok?"

"Sure mom," Haley said. Ellen looked at her and was a little puzzled at her appearence but wasn’t sure why.

"um, ok, well come on downstairs. And get Kathy up too," she said, and went to make breakfast.

Haley went into the guest room and woke Kathy. "Hey, Kath, want some breakfast?" she said. Kathy muttered a reply that sounded like "sure," and Billy and Haley went downstairs.

During breakfast, Kathy kept looking at Haley. "Hmm," she thought. "I guess she seems a little smaller, but not really different. I guess that book doesn’t work anymore. Oh well."

"Are you going to the pool today Kathy?" Ellen asked.

"Yeah, I guess," Kathy answered.

"We’ll be there later, we have to do some shopping," Ellen added, looking at Billy.

"Cool. Oops, I have to go! My mom has chores for me!" She took a bite of toast. "See ya!" and she left.

Ellen got some coffee and sat down with the kids. She looked at Haley. "Damn," she thought, "somethings going on here."

"You feeling alright sweetie," she asked Haley. She saw how her clothes were a little loose. "You look like you’re losing a little weight."

"I...I feel fine mom," Haley said, a little nervously.

"Ok. Just a mother’s concern," and she smiled. "Why don’t you wear, your blue tank, it looks cute on you."

"Um...I couldn’t find it," Haley said.

"Well come upstairs with me and I’ll help you look while Billy finishes his food," Ellen said.

"O....ok, " Haley said, and she followed her mother upstairs.

When they got to her room, Ellen started looking through Haley’s drawers. "Here it is, I knew I put it here," and she looked at Haley. Was she a little lopsided? Wait a minute..."Haley, are you stuffing your bra?"

"No!" Haley said a little too defensively.

"Honey, can you take off your shirt please?"

"But mommy..." Haley pleaded.

"Please dear, do it for mommy," Ellen said gently. Reluctantly Haley took off her shirt. "I thought so. Take off your bra dear."

As Haley obliged, the tissues fell out. Ellen looked at her daughter’s swollen little nipples. "Honey? Why don’t we find something that fits you a little better. Those shorts are too loose too, see?" Haley looked at herself in the mirror. She looked like a little girl in her big sister’s clothes. "And the panties, those are for a big girl, like someone Kathy’s age, don’t you think? When you’re her age, you can wear them. We’ll just put them away for now. I found something for you," she handed Haley a white cotton training vest with light blue trim and matching full cut panties. Haley stood there naked holding them.

"But mommy," Haley started, and had a tear in her eye, "They...they won’t fit me...." she started to cry.

"Do it for mommy while I pick out some clothes," Ellen said. Haley put on the panties and vest, and found that if anything they were a little too big. Ellen gave her one of her old sundresses and helped her into it, and did her hair back in a ponytail. Haley saw herself in the mirror and couldn’t believe it.

"Mommy, what if someone sees me like this! I...I’m going to start 7th grade in the fall and..." Haley pleaded.

"Haley honey, look at yourself. Be honest. Are you going to start 7th grade?" Ellen asked.

Haley felt dizzy. "No...no mommy. I don’t know why I said that."

"I don’t know how this happened or who was messing with that book, and if it was your brother I can promise you he will be very sorry. But it is very apparent to me, as it would be to your friends, that you are not a 7th grader. I’ve known you since you were a baby and I know how old you are, and so do you," Ellen said. "Come here, sit on my lap," Ellen said. Haley sat down. Ellen kissed her forehead. "How old are you sweetie?"

Haley wasn’t sure. She remembered being 12... no thats not right. She was sure she was 10, but in these clothes she felt more like she was like 8. "Um....10 or 11 I think," she asked, not really sure. She started to cry. “It’s not fair mommy, its just not fair. I hate this! How can I be seen by anybody I’ll just die!” she sobbed in her mother’s arms as she comforted her.

“I know dear....shhhh, its alright. You are at a very difficult age, just about to enter puberty, when your body changes, but not quite there yet. I remember you had a very hard time being this age, the first time around. I can’t make you older, you just have to wait. My poor baby," she held her close. "If you really, really hate it, I guess, if you want, I could regress you a little more. Make you just a little younger, say a year or two. Then I think it would seem much more natural to you." she offered.

Haley thought for a second. " I dunno...I ....I think I should stay like this, I guess."

"Ok sweetie. Look, lets go to the mall. We have to get your brother some clothes. You think about it," she said, kissing her.

Ellen called her son into the room. "Billy," she said," were you playing with that book? I won’t be mad honey, just tell me the truth. Did you make Haley younger?"

"No mommy, I swear," Billy said.

"Hmmm...the only other one here last night was Kathy. It must have been her. You kids get ready to go, I’ll clean up the breakfast dishes. Ellen said. She cleaned up the kitchen. As she was throwing away some trash, she saw the cut up picture of Kathy in the garbage. "Haley! Do you recognize this picture?" She showed it to her daughter.

"Yes mommy, that was at 6 flags last year. It was a picture of me and Kathy." Haley said.

"I guess she cut out the part with you in it and put it in the book. That means you just turned 11 Haley. At least we know how old you are now." Ellen said. "C’mon, what’s done is done. Let’s go to the mall." And with that, they got in the car and left. When they got to the mall, they went to the Gap to get some appropriate clothing for Billy. While he was trying it on, Ellen decided to look through some stuff for her, when she heard someone call her name.

"Ellen! Hi, recognize me?" a pretty young woman, about 20 said.

"Kelly, is that you? But you said that picture was from when you were 25! You look younger than that to me! You look like a co-ed!" Ellen gasped.

"Pretty cool, huh? Yeah, I lied about the picture. I always did look older, but now...I’m 18 again!" she beamed. "Oh, I am so into this Ellen!"

"But what about your husband?" Ellen said.

"Who cares about that old fart. I’m gonna live my life again! In fact, I was thinking...if 18 is this good, maybe 15 would be even better! I brought a picture..." she went into her purse.

"Uh uh, no way!" Ellen said. "I won’t do it. I hope you enjoy your new life Kelly." But kelly was already hitting on one of the salesguys, who looked to be about 17.

"When Billy was dressed as a regular 10 year old, Ellen said," why don’t you kids go to the arcade or something. I’m gonna shop. I’ll be at The Limited."

"Ok mommy," Billy said. "C’mon Haley, lets see if they have any new games!"

"Race you there! " Haley replied. And off they ran. They got to the arcade and played a few games. Billy was right in the middle of reaching a high score in Fatal Fury when Haley came up behind him. "Billy," she said nervously. "We have to leave! Now!"

"But sis, I’m in the middle of.." Billy started.

"Now Billy!" and she dragged him out of there. As they left, Billy saw Linda and Kathy and few few of Haley’s other friends.

"Hey, what gives!" Billy broke from her hold.

"The whole crew was there, and look at me! I couldn’t be seen like this!" Haley cried.

"Well, they walked right by us and didn’t seem to notice," Billy offered.

"And why is that? Could it be because I look like a little kid? I can’t believe mommy put me in this ridiculous dress!" Haley sniffed. But Billy walked up to her.

"I think..." Billy started, "That you look beautiful in it." He held her hand and looked into her eyes. He kissed her on the lips and worked his tongue in. "I’m ...I’m sorry," he blushed.

"That’s ok. It was nice," she said putting her arms around him. She kissed him, and he put his arms around her, she placed his hand on her little bottom, and he could feel the outline of her panties under her dress. "Um...we better stop, and find mom," Haley said. True to her word, she was in the Limited trying on a very short mini.

"Well, kids, what do you think?" she asked.

"You look hot, mom" Haley said. Billy blushed.

They left the mall and went home to change for the pool. Billy put on a pair of trunks he just got, the kind that go down below the knees like all the kids wear. Haley was picking out clothes. None of her bikinis fit, and she had to settle for an old Speedo tankini, a cute green one with yellow trim, and a little wraparound skirt. It made her look very flat. Billy came up behind her and put his hands on her waist. "Billy, what are you doing!" she squealed, as he kissed her, feeling her silky bottom in his hand. They sat down on the bed and started kissing. They forgot about the world. He took of her top and felt her nipples. She moaned. She put her hand in his trunks and massaged his little erection. They new it was wrong but couldn’t help themselves. Ellen burst in at that moment. "Ready kids....oh my god, just what in the hell are you doing!" she screamed. Haley covered up her chest. Ellen’s face was beet red. "Well! I just can’t allow this! Its so, so wrong!" she fumed.

"But mommy, Billy’s like not even my real brother! I’m sorry, we won’t do it again!" Haley cried.

"I can guarantee you that you won’t!" Ellen said, storming out of the room. She was gone a few moments, and the kids said nothing. Then she came back in. "Haley, I’ve misjudged you. I thought you were more mature than you really are. I guess you can be forgiven because of the very weird circumstances here of late. But the fact remains that I cannot trust the two of you in this close proximity at this age," and she took out the book she had behind her back. "I have to increase the difference in your ages. One of you has to become very young. I don’t care which one it is. I put 2 pictures in this book. You guys decide who is to be the older sibling, and then I will open to that page only, and then we will take this thing, tie a brick around it and throw it in the ocean. You kids decide, who will it be?"

Haley and Billy looked at each other. "Haley, I don’t know if I could handle being any smaller," Billy said.

"Me too!" Haley said. "But...if i was younger, I wouldn’t have to worry about what my former friends were doing and thinking..." Haley thought.

"No, I can’t let her do it," Billy thought. From somewhere deep inside he remembered, this was his daughter, his little girl. He had to be a man, even if it meant losing what little manhood he had left. He looked at Ellen. "Mommy....Ellen...how little would I get," he asked.

"I don’t know exactly how old you were in the picture. Not in diapers...but little," she smiled. She loved the boy who was her husband.

"Haley, I know you will be a great big sister. I love you." he said, and kissed her. Haley cried. Ellen opened the book. Billy’s eyes grew wide as Haley shot up. He hugged her, he came up to her little chest, and smiled. Then he jumped into Ellen’s lap. "Can we go to the pool mommy? I wanna go down the slide!" said a five year old Billy.

"Sure baby. But Haley, you have to watch out for him. He may need you to catch him at the bottom, I don’t know if he can swim," she said, a tear in her eye.

’Ok mommy," she said. The frowning. "I wish i wasn’t so flat. This suit is..." she started as Ellen turned the final page, " loose. I can’t wait to start school mommy. I bet third grade’ll be cool!" Haley said, excited.

"I bet it will sweetie. Come on, lets go while we still can." Ellen said. And they did.

the end

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