Self-earned regression: Getting caught in her deepest desires

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Valentine is a successful manager at a special facility. She lives in a nice big house and is single. Her friends admire her elegance and cunning. However, Valentine has a big secret hidden deep in the basement of her house. There, in a secret room, is a nursery. Everything in it is way too big for kids. With quick steps, Valentine walks toward the changing table in the center. From a compartment underneath she grabs a thick diaper. She unfolds it on the changing table and places a bottle of baby powder next to it. Then she undresses, before climbing onto the changing table and placing herself on the infantile garment. The anticipation is clear in her eyes and her pussy is already a bit wet, as she starts to powder herself, before closing the diaper around her. This is her secret fetish, which nobody knows about. After putting on the diaper, she takes her pacifier and puts it in her mouth. The preparations are complete and now she just needs to get in the mood. She makes herself comfortable in her oversized crib and turns on the TV from there. Then she starts the prepared video, a recording from her workplace and thinks: "It’s time for some quality control".

In the video, is a woman. She wears a romper suit that is closed from behind. Mittens prevent her from grasping objects and a large pacifier is stuck in her mouth. It is visible that she is also wearing a diaper under the romper suit. She is in a kindergarten-like environment and seems to be crawling around on the floor. Then Valentine’s voice announces in the video: "Welcome back to the next episode dear viewers! I’m Valentine Rayfield, your host and the head of the Haven regression institute. This over here is Julie and she is facing a big decision! Before we begin the show, I would like Julie to introduce herself and state the reason for her being here."

Some suckling noises are heard before a hand appears in the Video and removes the pacifier from Julie’s mouth, so she can answer. She seems a bit absentminded, with a tense expression on her face, as if she's concentrating on something else right now. She answers in a rehearsed voice: "I’m Julie and I’m here because I choose to be here to shorten my sentence. I am very grateful for the care here at the Haven. My contracted time here is up and I can decide to leave the institute now." While saying the last words she looks with a pleading look to the side of the camera. Valentine’s voice answered: "Yes that’s right. Good girl, you managed to say it, here is your pacifier back." Julie’s mouth opens and some drool falls to the floor before she has her pacifier back. Julie is happy that she didn’t mess up her little speech and relaxes. As the tension leaves her, a hissing sound can be heard. Valentine’s voice commentates: "Oh my! I think our big baby girl has a little accident in her diapee." As Julie floods her infantile garment, a big dumb grin spreads on her face, her eyes sparkling with pleasure.

At the same time as Julie starts to wet her diaper in the video, Valentine also releases her floodgates in her crib. A hot stream of urine enters her diaper, gushing over her hand with which she pleasures herself. She envisions herself completely in the role of Julie in the video, reaching ever greater heights of pleasure. The scent of her urine is intoxicating, as she finally comes in her diaper. Valentine basks in the afterglow, letting the video play to its end.

On Julie’s side, things are different, as her arousal doesn’t get that high. After Julie finishes her face shows disappointment, as the waves of pleasure end. Valentine knows that the regression medicine in Julie’s system is making her have a good experience, but after Julie wet her diaper often enough, the effect diminishes enough to keep her from an orgasm. Now Julie is clearly in heat and frustrated that she can’t finish. Valentine’s voice in the video continues: "As previously settled in the consent form, you now have two choices. I know you want to poop and you can't. Either you go over to the toilet over there and I take your diaper off so you can use it like a big girl, leaving this institute afterward. Alternatively, you can turn your butt to the camera here and nod. In that case, I would open your onesie so that our dear viewers get a good look, while I deflate your but plug." Julie looks torn, starting to go over the toilet, before stopping and slowly crawling the way back. She is in too much heat to think straight and make the right decision. Slowly she starts to get in position, while Valentine continues to say the mandatory phrase: "If you choose the diaper, you will stay here indefinitely. Consenting to much deeper regression therapy. With time fully transforming you into an adult baby." At this point Julie’s pussy is throbbing from anticipation, sending shivers through her body, as she is sooo close to her orgasm. She needs the sweet release and she needs it now! Her rational mind is swept away by the regression medicine cursing through her veins. With a bright red face from the shame, Julie wants to shake her head, but instead she notices herself nodding. The video splits, as another camera captures Julie’s face in the top corner, while the main part of the screen is now filled by her infantile garment. Then the but plug deflates and Valentine expertly extracts it from the diaper.

Tears run down Julie’s cheeks from the terror, but there is no stopping now. With a pathetic whimper the next cramp comes and she can’t hold it. Pffrt! A first fart announces what is about to come. Then the first log starts to enter her diaper and Julie’s mind is swept away in absolute ecstasy. Releasing deep moans from the pleasure, she starts pushing in earnest with a grunt. The next poopy log enters her diaper, coiling around searching for some space inside and tenting out the backside of her diaper. Without even noticing she starts to furiously rub her diapered crotch. In the middle of soiling herself, Julie has her first orgasm, but she is far from finished. She doesn’t have to push to keep it going, as it’s already coming by itself. The only problem is the limited space of her diaper, so she must put in some effort near the end. Her diaper just keeps ballooning out. At this point Julie has her second orgasm, taking her strength away in her arms and legs, so she collapses on the spot. As her overfilled diaper hits the floor its smushes the poop against her private areas, coating herself in even more of her excrement. Finally with a loud "Braaapp" sound softer, mushier poop is following. The stinky mush starts to fill every last crevice in her diaper, turning it a nice shade of brown in the process. Julie lies defeated on the floor, the waves of pleasure from the regression medicine still coming, leading to one final convulsion as she has her third orgasm. Valentine is still amazed that an adult human female can store such a huge amount of poop. Big babies make big stinkies indeed. Valentine’s voice coos in the video: "Ohh, did our baby girl made a big boom boom in her diapee? Yes, she has, yes she has indeed! What a foul odor, you should feel ashamed for stinking up the whole room. Helena! Come here and change her diaper! I will leave for now. Call me when the next case is ready." She stops the video at this point, knowing that the next two girls choose the lame toilet option and where released. The regression institute gives everyone a fair chance while they undergo the process. Only a few fall so far as becoming incontinent and even fewer get to Julie’s stage, where they willingly choose to soil their diaper. The advanced regression, how Julie will receive it, makes some drastic and more permanent mental changes. Julie will leave the institute as a real overgrown baby girl, the thought making Valentine shiver in arousal.

Valentine herself would never go so far as pooping herself. She tried it once and it was a lot of work and a gross experience in the end. She grimaces in revulsion as she thinks about the vile smell of a fully loaded diaper. When Julie did the deed today, she got a couple of steps away to distance herself from the pooping experience. In the end, she always calls for Nurse Helena to clean up such nasty things as poopy diapers. In general, she lets Helena do all the dirty work, as she is a filthy Asian immigrant. Valentine thinks herself superior to a lot of her colleagues and shows that clearly, as she is the boss and there is nothing they can do against it.

Helena is tired of being bossed around by Valentine. Her boss is a real ass, but lately, Helena has noticed something interesting. Valentine seems to love her dominant position, when she sees one of the girls give in to the final test and fill her diaper, she gets quite excited. That's where Helena's suspicion that this turns her on comes from. Over time, therefore, a certain idea has grown up in her. Helena has wanted to take one of the regressed adults like Julie as her baby girl for quite some time. However, she just hasn't found the right one yet. Valentine is so beautiful and she sooo desperately needs to go through the process herself here. The idea of the arrogant Valentine filling her diaper is something Helena desperately wants to see.

Nurse Nathaly

I’m a new nurse at the Haven regression institute and just completed my work training. To work here we go through the same 2-week training course as the participants. We wear mandatory diapers and take light regression medicine. This light regression medicine induces pleasure when using a diaper but with diminishing returns for peeing. The first wetting is the most intense experience, but after that, the amount of pleasure decreases slowly with every additional wet diaper. We can use the training potty for pooping, just like our little charges. The idea is to give us an idea about the process, so we don't get too cocky. However, unlike regular patients, we learn all the basic things we need to know during the two weeks. By the end, we are fully trained and leave the diapers behind from then on. The rules of the institute are very important and they must be respected. This also applies to the employment contract of a nurse.

After my time in diapers, I developed a sort of fascination with them. It didn't take long for me to diaper myself for the first time after I finished my training. I have heard that this is not that unusual for some time after that, but it is expected that you leave the diapers behind pretty quickly.

One morning my bladder was quite full and I was still under the effect of the regression medicine. A slow withdrawal from this is recommended instead of going off it completely right away. Anyway, I'm on my way to the toilet when I see this girl in front of me in the hallway. It is Jessika and she is known to work against us nurses. As I get closer to her she says with a big grin: "Well Nathaly, I heard you are new here and still have a few little problems. You probably want to go to the bathroom behind me, don't you?" Surprised Nathaly stops, already quite aroused, but her mind is made up to use the toilet or so she thinks ...

Suddenly she hears a hissing sound and the front of Jessika’s diaper starts to discolor. With a mischievous grin, she looks over to the nurse, while giving a clear moan of pleasure from her. Nathaly’s arousal spikes and a tiny spurt of urine escapes into her own diaper. She manages to stop herself and take another step to the toilet, but from the emanating pleasure another, but a little bigger spurt of pee escapes into her infantile garment. Her face is a mask of concentration, humiliation and pleasure. With every step she takes another squirt of pee warms her crotch. As her arousal increases, she starts to pant rhythmically. Finally, she reaches the door of the toilet and opens it, her bladder already a quarter emptied. Her only coherent thought is to get onto the toilet and as she finally manages to complete this task, immense relief overcomes her. She doesn’t hear the snicker from Jessika, who saw that the nurse forgot one important step.

There Nathaly sits on the toilet, her diaper still securely taped around her, catching all of the warm urine that gets deposited into it, swelling up quite quickly in the progress. As Nathaly floods her infantile garment, the pleasure from the regression medicine gets her over the edge and she climaxes with a satisfied moan in her diaper, the urine mixing with the juices of her orgasm.

In retrospect Nathaly thought about this as her last accident, vowing to never lose control like this again. In the next few days, however, it quickly became apparent that she was no longer completely satisfied sexually without a diaper. Instead of slowly getting rid of the diapers, Nathaly became more and more dependent on them. Her consumption did not go unnoticed by Valentine, the director of the institute, and so she began to make one of her diabolical plans.

Valentine with the help of her head nurse began to slowly collect video material of Nathaly until they had enough and Valentine confronted her with it. She ordered Nathaly to her office at just the right moment, where she arrived shortly after. Nathaly entered, squirming a bit, because she just wanted to wet her diaper as usual after her second break. Valentine watches her victim with a knowing grin, offering her to take a seat. Then she turns on a TV while explaining: “You see Nathaly, in the last couple of weeks a lot of diapers vanished from your area. I ordered Helene over there to do a little bit of research. Let’s take a look at what she has found. Valentine already knew exactly what they would see, but when Nathaly saw herself on the TV, wetting one of her diapers while masturbating herself, the shock was too big for her already shaky bladder control. With increasing arousal Valentine watches how her newest victim starts to fill her diaper Infront of her, savoring the smell of urine that starts to permeate the room. With a mocking voice, she asks: “Oh, is our baby girl wetting her diapee?” Nathaly starts to cry, as the golden stream continues to go into her diaper. Her face is bright red from the humiliation and pleasure she is feeling. “Here take this.”, tells her Valentine, while shoving a pacifier in Nathaly’s mouth, “It’s fitting for your new station. You see, I have a lot of recordings and if you want them deleted, you do exactly as I say, did I make myself clear?”

Nathaly nods, while suckling on her pacifier, still looking quite horrified. Then Valentine proceeds with a malicious grin: “You will agree to a dose of the advanced regression medicine from Helena over there and then stay in the adult baby section for the week in a crib. Only leaving it to get your beloved diapers changed.”

Nathaly looks quite shocked but agrees in the end. Helena just gives her a pitying look, before injecting her with the advanced regression agent. While doing so, Valentine adds: “I may have forgotten to say, that if you poop yourself, your employment contract states that you must undergo the same test as all our charges here. I have high expectations for the date.”

The nurse’s muffled protest can be heard through the pacifier, as she realizes that she has been tricked before Helena removes her from the room. After they left Helena spots a satisfied grin herself, she made a recording of the whole event without Valentine noticing. Valentine went overboard and Helena has enough evidence to give her boss a taste of her own medicine.

After they left Valentine locks the door to her office and gathers her own supplies. She is quite horny after the event and her need for the toilet is strong. In a matter of minutes, she is in one of her diapers with her personal pacifier in her mouth. She starts the recording and proceeds just like in Julie’s case before, but a cramp from her bowls reminds her, that she needs to also go number two. She decides that she can endure and that pleasure comes first. When Nathaly starts to wet herself in the video, Valentine copies her and floods her diaper, the warm golden stream flowing over her hand, with which she masturbates. The process of wetting herself nearly triggers a soiling, as her bowls are straining …

Helena arrives back at Valentine’s office door with two other nurses. As she comes closer, she hears something quite interesting and waits for just the right moment, before she makes her entrance. The wood splinters when a battering ram knocks the door lock off its hinges. “Surprise!”, announces Helena herself in a loud voice, startling Valentine quite a bit. While entering the room, a muffled fart can be heard from Valentine’s diaper, before its backside starts to expand and discolor to a nice brown.

Helena can hardly believe what she sees and the other two nurses are also quite surprised. In front of them, Valentine is sitting in a diaper which she is filling extensively while pleasuring herself with her right hand. She looks at them with a dazed look, suckling on her pacifier, as she comes into her diaper with a loud moan. “Oh my, look at her. She is already in a diaper and seems to enjoy them quite much. What a naughty baby girl we have here.”, speaks Helena with a satisfied voice, before continuing in a more serious tone, “Take this baby to the check-in for new littles, she earned it.” The other two nurses follow the order and grab Valentine by the wrist. As they come closer they smell the foul smell coming from their former boss and wrinkle their noses in disgust. Normally, patients don't poop themselves here, and if they do, they're already well on their way to a more permanent stay. Valentine tries to struggle but is overpowered by the two nurses. Helena follows and states: “I should give you the same treatment as you gave Nathaly, but we are fair here at the Haven regression institute. You will be recorded as a normal patient as punishment for your deeds. If you can endure, you could even get your former position back. Until then a new temporary chief will reside in your office here. She should arrive tomorrow.” The two nurses dragging Valentine along grimace at these words and Valentine manages to spit out her pacifier, replying with determination: „This is pointless, I will not bend like one of those weak-minded adult babies. I will be back in a flash."

Helena picks up the pacifier from the ground and responds: “I would be not so sure. The state we found you in is ground for a little extra. One week before your final test you will receive a dose of the advanced regression medicine.” She then proceeds to give her former boss a shot of the regular regression medicine, as per protocol. Shortly after they arrive at their destination, ignoring the threads from Valentine, who looks kind of ridiculous in her poopy diaper. She is put on one of the changing tables, squishing her mess against her skin and then secured by a couple of straps. Her face showed revulsion from the feeling of the warm slimy poop against her skin and the foul odor coming from her waist.

As Helena starts to change Valentine’s first diaper she muses: "Quite ironic how you get off when you make others fill their diapers and know you are the one filling them. Maybe it was your destiny to land here on this changing table. Going through the process yourself. I think we will have another sweet little baby girl soon."

"No! It’s not what you th...", tries Valentine to defend herself before her pacifier shuts her up. "This is so much better. It will calm you down.", states Helena, as she secures the pacifier with a string behind Valentine’s back, so she can’t remove it. Valentine looks back with anger in her eyes from being shut down. She tries to move, but the straps keep her in place. There is only one thing she can do, as Helena still uses a wet wipe to get more of the poop of her, being deliberately slow. Her bowls are not completely voided, as they met resistance, when the backside of her diaper filled up., preventing more from flowing into her infantile garment. Getting it out now wouldn’t change anything about her already used diaper, but it would be funny to poop over Helena. The head nurse has a lot of experience and when she notices the look of concentration on Valentine’s face, she knows what her little charge plans to do, thinking: “Really? Is she so immature that thinking pooping on me out of spite would work?” She slowly makes her preparations and when she sees Valentine’s butthole widening, she quickly pulls the diaper back up, securing it quickly around her waist. The diaper still being full only allowing the poopy log to enter half the way. With an irritated look, Valentine looks at why her pooping is interrupted again, noticing the diaper around her. Helena whispers into her ear: “Come on baby girl, keep pushing. I know there is no space left, but just keep pushing and your poopy will find a way. You know that your attempt gives me the leverage I need.”

Valentine knows that she has lost. If she stops again, Helena could use her failed attempt as a reason to not change her until she went. There are still the two nurses as witnesses, which is enough for such a small accusation. She closes her eyes and concentrates with a bright red face on pushing. Helena coos encouragingly: “Good girl, that’s the spirit. I know it’s hard work when your diaper is already full.” Finally, Valentine manages to push the log fully into her diaper and exhales with a satisfied expression, before starting to push out the little rest that remained. The poop already coiled around to the front of her diaper, before finally overflowing. It’s a good thing she is already on the changing table to catch it. The regression medicine is not fully effective yet, but already provides a small pulse of pleasure as a reward, while Helena praises: “You did it! You pushed all these big girl stinkies out into your diaper, where they belong. Good job!” Valentine can’t resist feeling satisfied and happy with the result, suckling rhythmically on her pacifier. She is also a bit exhausted from all the pushing, but quickly recovers and is back to her arrogant look from before.

As a response, Helena looks her new charge deep into her scorning eyes. She loves to see this arrogance melt away and be replaced by shock. With a wicked grin, she announces: "Soon your greatest desire will be to fill your diaper as much as possible. Getting the next kick, before craving for the next accident to happen." Helena turns her head over to the neighboring table with Julie on it. Valentine looks with a bit of fear at the adult baby, getting her dirty diaper changed. In her eyes only pleasure, as she radiates pure bliss. She has seen this before and jerked off, as she was in a position of power, but now the roles are reversed and she is threatened by the same fate. Helena basks in the terror and revulsion on Valentine’s face before it changes to one of determination again. Interested she removes the pacifier to hear what she has to say. With new defiance, she announces: „Ill will never steep so low as to enjoy a poopy diaper!" Helena puts the pacifier back and comments: "You were already close this time, but in the end, we will see in time."

After Valentine is secured in a new fresh diaper, she gets the same restrictions as Julie on the other table. Valentine knows the procedure. For the first two weeks, she is not allowed to relieve herself on the training potty. Having to wet her diaper instead, the regression medicine will trigger and builds a dependency. If she asks, she is allowed to poop on the training potty, but if she misuses this privilege to pee in it too, then her next request to poop will be ignored. After this first training phase, it’s up to the regression patients themselves to slowly work against the urge to use their diapers. Normally they are successful and wet themselves less and less in the span of the next 6 weeks until the final challenge comes. On the other hand, there are also cases like Julie, who choose pleasure instead and descent deeper into diapers. All girls start with regular diapers, that are meant to catch big wettings, but only a moderate size of poop. If they show restraint, they can work themselves up too much slimmer diapers, which are similar to training pants. On the other hand, girls who soil themselves earn the pleasure to wear extra large diapers, which can contain heavy soiling of their backsides. Valentine managed to earn one of these with her messy behind.

The Haven regression institute never harms its charges in any way, even if they misbehave other solutions are found. They are all about positive reinforcement and have very few rules that their patients have to follow. The main knack for getting their charges to wet their diapers is a hard plastic cover over the genitals, which is built into the mandatory romper suits. This prevents them from masturbating and to fulfill their sexual needs they have to use their diaper instead of the training potty. This in combination with the aphrodisiac that is in the food of their little ones, makes them unable to withstand going in their diaper forever.

After Valentine is released from the changing station, she is not in the same romper suit as all the other patients here. As she is allowed to go, she starts to crawl to the exit. The restrictors that she wears prevent her from walking upright. Eventually, the restrictors will be removed and she can walk upright again. The condition being good behavior for a week. The extra-large diaper is also not helping, restricting her movement more by making her unable to close her legs. Suckling her pacifier she makes a waddling crawl over to the playing room, right next to the nursery. Here the girls can entertain themselves with different games. In one corner she sees a girl playing with some colored building blocks, while in a different corner, two girls work on a puzzle together. Valentine decides to head over to the puzzle and as she comes closer, one of the girls notices her and giggles. She has a pacifier like everyone here, which makes the giggle sound a bit awkward and her friend starts to look over too. Valentine notices that the bulge around their waste isn’t noticeable at all, indicating the slim diapers. They also sit upright and don’t wear restrictors like herself. The first girl removes her pacifier and asks: “What do we have here? A little diaper-pooping girl?”

Valentine wants to answer, but she can’t remove her pacifier as of yet, so only mumbles come out. The second girl chimes in: “She looks kind of angry. She’s not only a stinker, but also quite naughty or she wouldn’t be in this getup.” The first girl adds with a smirk: “Go somewhere else. Unlike you, we don't shit in our diapers.”

This enrages Valentine and she crawls closer, but the two girls without any restrictions are much faster and just back away. Shortly after she is exhausted and forced to give up.

Later that day:

Valentine left the play area on a tour around the institute. Eventually, she comes close to the advanced regression ward for the more permanent charges. As she takes a look inside, she winces from the smell of excrement wafting from the room. Inside are a couple of adult-sized cribs and at this moment, Valentine remembered where she has sent Nathaly too. In theory, she should be in one of them. Her curiosity wins and she slowly crawls inside. A nurse notices her and comes over, asking: “I’m Bertha, are you here to see someone?” Bertha removes the pacifier, so Valentine is able to answer her: “Yes, is Nathaly here?”

Bertha looks at her curiously and recognizes her a moment later: “Valentine, is that you?!? How did you end up as one of the patients here? Were two weeks retraining in order?”

Valentine’s face becomes bright red and she doesn’t want to acknowledge her real circumstances, so she just nods in approval. Bertha responds: “I see. So, you are here to see Nathaly. She is in the crib over there, ill help you to get a good look.” She gets a kind of ramp with a flat area at the end and positions it next to the crib, allowing Valentine to crawl in position to look inside. At this point, she is reminded that she has to pee soon, but she chooses to ignore it. Bertha muses: “A real shame what happened here. I didn’t know that Nathaly slowly descended into diapers. When she came in here together with another nurse, showing the proof, I was kind of shocked, but thought that she could still recover.” Valentine’s arousal increases as she remembers the incident, but she knows that this goes further. The former nurse lays there in the crib, one of the larger diapers secured around her waist, suckling on her pacifier with a bright red face. Bertha continues: “Then Nathaly confessed that she took the advanced regression agent and wants to be put in one of the cribs here. I told her that this would mean she would also have to go through the test and if she is sure, but she just nodded. Now here she is, just like she wanted, giving in to the pleasure …” A loud wet fart from Nathaly interrupts her, her face in concentration. Bertha comments: “Oh my, I think it’s finally time. Looks like our baby girl is about to make a nice present in her diaper.” With a grunting noise, Nathaly lets loose in her infantile garment. Frap, Pffft, crinkle, a couple of sounds can be heard as the backside of her diaper tends outwards. She starts to convulse in pleasure, as the advanced regression agent takes effect. Valentine turns away, as the smell reaches her, saying: “I have seen enough. What a deplorable state.” Bertha agrees and takes the ramp away, after Valentine crawled back down, putting the pacifier back into place. At that moment Helena enters the area and gives Valentine a knowing smile. She proceeds to walk over to Nathaly’s crib with a warrant in hand to get her released, but when she smells what happened, she looks at Nathaly with a pitying look. Even with the warrant to release her, she already pooped herself and therefore must go through the test. She decides to come back later when Nathaly can think more clearly again to ask if she wants to use the training potty until the advanced regression agent wears off, so she can start the final test.

After Nathaly is done, she is released from the crib to get her diaper changed. Just as this is finished, another visitor appears. Jessika stands there, having seen the last part of Nathaly’s poop-filled diaper being thrown away. She waits with a big grin until Nathaly is changed into another diaper and brought back into her crib, before approaching herself. Then she starts to gloat: “What do we have here? Former nurse Nathaly soiling her diapee like the little toddler girl she is? Funny how far you have sunken, turning into one of these diaper-filling freaks, while I remain pure. I’m having my final test soon and will be released afterward. I never soiled myself like you little scum, so it will be a breeze for me to succeed!” Nathaly looks incredibly humiliated and becomes sadder as Jessika continues to gloat until finally, she starts to cry like the little baby she is becoming. What Jessika didn’t notice in her arrogance was Bertha, who stands scowling behind her. As Jessika finishes Bertha takes a firm hold of her shoulder: “Miss Jessika, making fun of other girls here because they poop themselves is not ok! As punishment, you will be placed in the next free crib here and you will stay there until you too make a nice stinky present.” When Jessika felt the strong hand on her shoulder, she becomes pale all over her face and a hissing sound is heard as she wets herself, becoming aroused and mortified at the same time.

Valentine is back in the play area and drops in a free space. As she lies there, another girl approaches, so Valentine gets back up. Before her is a young-looking girl with blond hair and a regular-sized diaper. She doesn’t have restrictors and just takes her pacifier out to speak: “Hey there, I’m Lisa. Who are you?” Valentine tries to answer, but her pacifier turns it into a mumble. Lisa listens closely and asks: “I know it’s hard to speak with your pacifier in the mouth. A shame you can’t take it out yet. After our talk, I also must put mine back in or I risk a punishment. I think you said something like Wawentine?” With a groan Valentine repeats herself, this time much slower and Lisa is able to understand her. “It’s nice to make your acquaintance. I’m about 4 weeks here, the training period included. Looks like you’re still in your training period, right?”, asks Lisa and gets a nod in reply. “That explains a bit, but why do you wear such a big diaper? Did you … you know … pooped in them?” The blush from Valentine is confirmation enough and Lisa looks quite surprised, before continuing: “I never heard of someone doing that in the training period.”, as she says that she realizes her blunder and quickly adds: “But it was surely a really unfortunate accident, right? It could have happened to everyone. Hahaha …”. Her laughter was kind of awkward and Valentine just gives her a deadpan look, before slowly nodding. At this moment she is reminded that she still needs to pee really bad, she can’t hold it much longer. As the pressure increases, her arousal increases in turn. The thought that she will soon wet her diaper and being changed by someone else is so humiliating, but at the same time, it’s exactly the scenario she always envisioned to be in. The thought of doing it now with Lisa watching is turning her on beyond belief. Lisa notices that something is off and asks: “You look like you’re in heat. Are you peeing right now and the medicine is doing its magic?” Valentine loses control for a moment and a first squirt of pee escapes into her diaper. The rewarding pulse of pleasure combined with her previous arousal is enough and with a moan, she comes into her diaper. With a hissing sound, the floodgates open fully, basking her in absolute pleasure.

Lisa is perplexed and comments: “Oh my, this is awkward, didn’t think you have so little self-control. Maybe this institute is just the right place for you. Have a nice day, bye!” She doesn’t want to get too close to these adult babies in fear that they would have a bad influence on her own chances. Therefore she puts her pacifier back in place and starts to walk away.

Deep down Valentine loves her situation. She wants to wear diapers all the time and use them like a toddler. She wants to wear these silly baby clothes, she likes her pacifier and above else she basks in the humiliation of being seen filling her diapers. She always had these fantasies where she was the one giving up control, becoming one of the permanent charges of the institute. Outwardly she plays the alpha, being the one in control, but in reality, it turns her on incredibly to be the submissive baby girl herself. All of these things are fully true for Valentine, but she is not even aware of them. Her pride could never admit that such things are true and she resists her innermost desires with all her might. Even if no one has realized it yet, the procedure she is going through is, as Helena has already stated, exactly what she always needed.

In the next few days, Valentine eats a lot of baby food, sleeps, plays by herself and of course wets her diaper a lot. Helena gives her a lot of attention and talks to her in addition to making sure that she has the most pleasant stay. Valentine is a bit perplexed why Helena is so nice to her after she went against her in bringing her into the program, but in the end, she doesn’t care. Valentine enjoys her training weeks and they are over in a flash. The only downtime is when she needs to poop in the training potty. She dislikes the action quite a lot, but she can’t do something against it, as long as she is closely supervised as in the training weeks. But this time is over now. The restrictors are removed and she is back to a normal-sized diaper. Now it’s up to her to wet her diaper or to pee in the training potty.

On the way to the training potty, she hesitates for a moment. Her pussy is on fire, craving sexual release. Maybe if she releases just a little squirt, it may be enough to satisfy her need and then she could finish on the training potty. She knows deep down that she is just searching for an excuse, but she wants to believe it. Slowly Valentine opens the floodgates, letting only a golden trickle escape to moisten her diaper. Immediately her reward in the form of a small pleasure wave rolls over her, but it ends much too fast, in the end only increasing her arousal. "A tiny bit more is no problem.", thinks Valentine, as the next gush of pee gets absorbed by her infantile garment, warming the area around her crotch. This time she is on the brink of losing control but manages to hold on. The thought that she nearly lost control and wet her diaper like a toddler is intoxicating for her. This is just like in her fantasies she had in her secret basement. She can’t stop herself anymore and with a horny look on her face, the rest of her resistance melts away. With a hissing sound a hot stream of urine starts to enter her diaper and the regression medicine takes full effect, basking her in absolute pleasure. As she uncontrollably wets her diaper, she starts to fill it with more than only pee, making a nice sticky too. When Valentine finishes, she stands there with a wide grin, radiating pure satisfaction. Her diaper now sagging a bit from the heavy wetting but held in place by the romper suit. Then comes the shame of what she did. She could have asked to use the training potty, but she chooses to use her diaper instead. This is bad, really bad. Only the second day since the training and she already gave in and used her diaper willingly. Valentine panics for a moment but then realizes something. She already loved to wet her diapers before this. In fact, it’s nothing new. She just has to avoid pooping in her diaper, but she doesn’t even think that she needs to work toward that goal. After all, she is the head of this institute and not one of these weak-willed girls like Julie. As she thinks about this, the smell of her small accident reaches her, but she has already gotten used to it.

It’s the fourth day since Valentine’s training and right now she has to poop really bad. She doesn’t want to use the training potty. So, she held it in and she doesn’t has a lot of time left. With an arrogant smirk Valentine pressures the nurse before her even more: "You will let me use the staff toilet now or when I’m back in my office, I will make sure that you will be the next patient here. There are always ways and I’m sure you don’t want that right?" With a gulp Sarah, the nurse, backs away. She still knows the firm hand with which Valentine commanded the staff around. She just wants to give in when Helena comes around the corner. She has in her hand a recording device, which she just pauses. Valentine’s face becomes white in horror, as Helena announces with a satisfied grin: "Threatening a nurse? This is all the proof I needed." Valentine tries to defend herself: "I didn’t mean it like that, I just wanted to use a real toilet ...", she is interrupted as Helena reached her and places her pacifier back into her mouth. Then with a warm look at Sarah, she says: "Don’t be afraid of her. Did you know that she gets off from wearing these diapers, even before her training started? Have you seen her file? The effectiveness of the training was even better than in Julie’s case. Valentine over here only lasted one day after the training and now exclusively uses her diaper. She doesn’t even seem to try! She will never pass the final trial, at this rate she will likely far surpass Julie’s presentation!"

Sarah is stunned by the revelation and looks over to her former boss. There is nothing left of the confident attitude as she looks with a bright red face in shame at the floor. After a short pause Sarah asks confused: "But if what you said is true ... and there seem to be at least a couple of things true going after Valentine’s reaction here ... then why would she ask now to use a toilet, instead of going in her diaper?" With a knowing grin, Helena answers: "Up until now Valentine was able to use the training potty in private during her training, but that changed now that this is over. You see, there is something I didn’t explicitly mention yet. Something she doesn’t want to do in her diaper. The reason why she is here right now. Can you guess what it is?"

Sarah thinks for a moment and then realizes with a shocked look on her face: "Ohhh. She readily wets her diaper, but pooping is a completely different matter. She wants to do her big business on the toilet!" Helena agrees and then continues to explain: "Normally she would have the right to use the training potty Infront of us but with this here ..." she holds the recording device up, "... we have the evidence to do it a little differently this time." Valentine looks in horror at the two nurses, who share now an evil grin. She tries to run away, but Sarah holds her on the spot. Then Helena sighs and puts the evidence away, before taking a small metal box from another pocket. As she opens it up, Sarah notices the syringe inside. With a surprised look, she asks: "Doesn’t this go too far? I mean that the administration of the advanced regression agent as a punishment needs permission from the current head of the institute. Such a dose would last a whole week ..."

Helena answers with confidence: "I already talked to the current head of the institute and got permission in advance as a means to punish a major rule violation by Miss Valentine here. As the acting head nurse, it is my job to categorize this incident. The situation here is barely enough to categorize as a major rule violation and it wouldn’t go through normally. But here we are and I think today I’m not so lenient." She says the last words and gives a wink to Sarah. "So there is nothing to worry about. Everything goes exactly as stated in the rules of this institution." With the last words, she injects the contents of the syringe carefully into Valentine’s neck. She didn’t even struggle, as she was too surprised by what Helena just said. When she noticed the syringe entering her skin, it was already too late. Valentine knows that she must do damage control now and poop her diaper before the advanced regression takes effect. She tries to push, but her whole body is too tense from the stress, so she doesn’t get anything out. Sarah notices her struggles and giggles while commentating: "I think Miss Valentine knows what will happen if she soils her diaper while under the influence of the advanced regression agent quite well, but it looks like she doesn’t have any luck going before that happens.", then she looks her former boss in the eyes, seeing the fear in them and says: "You shouldn’t have been such an ass as the head of management and you definitely shouldn’t have threatened me here. What’s coming is quite literary your own doing." Helena adds: "She also underestimated me, thinking I wouldn’t see exactly this line of events coming. Now it’s too late, you will make sooo much progress towards your permanent infantile fate in your first week! I can’t imagine how easy it will be for you at the final test to choose your diapers forever."

After a short pause, Helena orders Sarah to take their little charge to one of the adult-sized cribs, which are meant for advanced regression cases. Sarah complies and shortly thereafter Valentine finds herself in a locked oversized crib, right next to Julie. Helena also enters the room, as she doesn’t want to miss the show and then walks over to Julie’s crib. "Hey baby girl, I bet you remember Valentine over there. She was responsible for your final test and now she finds herself in diapers. What do you think about this?", states Helena, before removing Julie’s pacifier. The adult baby looks over to her former tormentor and a big grin plasters her face as she recognizes the position that Valentine is in. "Serves you right. What did you say again? I only remember you gloating and making sick comments while I doomed myself. Now it’s your turn to make a nice big present in your diaper. I know how amazing it feels and soon you will also be enlightened." After her last words, Julie starts to suck on her thumb, already missing her pacifier. She already can’t tell anymore when she needs to pee and soiling her diaper just is too amazing. At least she still has control over her bowls, but even if she had the choice, she couldn’t use a toilet anymore. As Helena puts the pacifier back into her mouth, she has a great idea: Miss Valentine just needs some encouragement. With that thought, she scrunches up her face in concentration as she focuses on pushing.

Valentine watches in revulsion as Julie starts to poop herself. A fart announces the following brown logs, before they tent out her diaper, giving it a nice bulge. While doing the deed Julie is experiencing pleasure from the first regression agent, while the second one starts with its slow but more permanent changes. Valentine recalls what she knows about the process. Advanced regression medicine is used in combination with the basic one. While the basic one concentrates only on pleasure and a dependency on it, it is therefore considered a "soft regression drug". The advanced one on the other hand makes much deeper and more permanent changes. It starts by firmly linking the reward center of the brain with the use of diapers, giving the person a feeling of achievement when doing the deed. In parallel it starts to interrupt the connections to areas that associate such an act with repulsion. Very prominent here is the sense of smell, so that in the end the smell of a full diaper no longer emits a gag reflex, but instead a wonderfully pleasant fragrance. Strictly speaking, the person smells the same way as before, it just leads to completely different automatic reactions from the instinctive parts of the brain. The last change the advanced regression drug induces is a long-time effect, which slowly animates the person to like certain infantile things like sucking on something. Therefore, this drug is considered a "hard regression drug" and is strictly regulated. But the hard drug does not change everything. The knowledge of the person is preserved and there is also no deterioration of motor functions. The other changes, however, are massive enough on their own to cause strong changes in behavior. However, this is a purely psychological component that is not directly triggered by the regression drug itself.

When the smell of Julie’s accident hits Valentine, she wants to gag. She manages to repress the reflex, but when Sarah starts to change Julie’s soiled diaper right there the smell intensifies and Valentine throws up. Helena is quickly at her side, cleaning her up and giving her some water to drink from a baby bottle. "Don’t worry my dear, soon it’s your turn to spread your poopy scent. The advanced regression agent should have taken effect by now, so it should start to smell better as you are filling up your diapee.", states Helena, before suggesting: "Why don’t you go right now?" Valentine shakes her head in denial, so Helena offers: "I’ll make you a deal. If you manage to poop right now and stop yourself, I’ll let you finish on the training potty. How does that sound?"

Valentine thinks about it for a moment and concludes that she can do it easily. By agreeing she can circumvent filling her diaper to the brim, therefore reducing the regression by a lot. With an arrogant grin, she nods her head in acceptance. Helena encourages with a warm smile: "Go on baby girl. Time for making pushies, pushies. Yes, that’s the spirit! Make a nice present for Mommy Helena to clean up, just like Julie suggested." Julie giggles to herself, knowing firsthand that Valentine will not be able to stop herself after she starts. Valentine looks pretty cute, striving to fill her diaper in her outfit under Helena's encouragement. Just like Julie before, it starts with a few farts and then she finally overcomes the hurdle with a satisfied grunt.

Helena watches as the backside of Valentine’s diaper begins to tent out, as she starts to hear a hissing sound too. Her baby girl seems to fill her diaper front and back at the same time. The pleasure she must feel right now should be pretty intense. Valentine’s eyes show a mix of intense pleasure combined with a bit of revulsion and quite a bit of humiliation. This changes quickly, as the pleasure waves keep intensifying with the amount she deposits into her infantile garment. Valentine shows no signs of stopping, just as Helena thought she would. Apart from Valentine herself, no one in the room is surprised by this. While Valentine is exceedingly busy, Sarah, who is cleaning Julie's bottom in the meantime, asks: "Why did you get Valentine to fill her diaper on her own? She would have done it soon anyway ..." Helena answers in an instructive voice: "It's not just about her filling her diaper. It's also about the whole experience around it. We work with positive reinforcement here at the institute. The effectiveness of this would have been negatively affected if I had done nothing. The goal here is to get our baby to bond positively with the smell of a full diaper and not throw up from it. Besides, it is painful to hold back the need to poop for too long."

Valentine is too entranced by her experience to process anything that Helena is talking about. Even if she would remember it, it wouldn’t change anything. She is in ultimate bliss right now, the humiliation completely forgotten. Right now, there is only one firework after the next in her brain, as she has the most amazing experience ever. At this moment she doesn’t even realize that the smell of poop stopped bothering her. She just lays there exhausted in her crib, still dazed by the afterglow of the experience. She needs some time before she can think clearly again and Helena knows this. She takes Valentine over to the changing table, where Sarah is just making room and then proceeds to change Valentine’s diaper. As she does this, Helena feels a great deal of satisfaction. As Valentine slowly comes to her senses, her first coherent thought is: "Amazing!!! I was sooo wrong. Pooping is just amazing. I’m not sure if I can use a toilet ever again ..."

Sarah comes over to take a look and notices that her former boss is in a kind of vegetative trance, just letting herself be changed. She notices that Valentine looks pleased, with a big dumb grin on her face. Sarah knows that the first time messing themselves under the influence of the regression agent can be quite a bit of an experience, as the pleasure induced is much more intense than from a wetting. She heard that it is supposedly even better than sex. Sarah doesn't think much of such rumors, but she knows for a fact that of the patients who fill their diapers in the back, most of them opt for the same in the final test. Along with the rest she has seen about Valentine, she now completely shares Helena's opinion. There is no way in hell that she will leave this institute with any bladder or bowel control. Sarah even suspects that Valentine will fall much deeper than any patient they had in the history of this institute.

It's been a few days since Valentine filled her diaper back and front at the same time. She can no longer remember what exactly happened around her, but this divine feeling is still clearly in her memory. Contrary to her initial assumption, right after her big accident, she managed to get herself to use the training toilet for pooping. However, there is one major problem. Since she crapped herself, it's not quite enough to wet her diaper regularly anymore. The craving in her pussy diminishes with every wetting, but it doesn’t disappear. Over time it got slowly stronger instead. As if that were not enough, she can feel how every time she urinates, something of her adulthood also flows into her diaper. It is only a little bit compared to her big incident, but it worries her a lot. In her excitement, she begins to suck more vigorously on her pacifier, which slowly calms her down. Valentine doesn't even notice this new subconscious behavior. She does notice that the full diapers in the diaper pail next to the changing station have started to smell really good. It's hard to describe, it still smells like urine and excrement, but it's not an unpleasant smell anymore ...

The rules don’t allow Helena to force Valentine to soil her diaper a second time, but as she notices over the days that Valentine is holding it in, instead of using the training potty, a new plan arises. In the evening she has some alone time with Julie and speaks to her: “Hey Julie, are you there?”

Julie has a dazed look in her eyes, while calmly sucking on her pacifier. The regression proceeds smoothly and when Helena startles her, a gush of urine warms up her diaper in surprise. At this point, she has near to no control over her bladder and her bowl control doesn’t look much better. Now that Helena has Julie’s attention, she proceeds: “I have a suggestion for you. As you surely know, you will be discharged from the institution as soon as you enthusiastically fill your diapers without control. You know who you have to thank for that. When you get out of here, you will either be put in our adult baby kindergarten, where you will have almost no chance to get rid of your regression, or someone will take over your guardianship and raise you again. I could be this person and I could help you a lot to slowly regain your control.” At these words she can see a glimmer of hope in Julie’s eyes, knowing that she has her on the hook, Helena continues: “All you have to do is help me a bit with Valentine, she deserves it anyway, don’t you agree?” Julie nods in approval. “You see, Valentine is close to completely losing it, she just needs a little bit of encouragement. If you help me to bring her over the edge, I will adopt you both, when the time comes. You will be the big sister and will slowly make progress, while Valentine will remain as the little toddler girl she will become.” Helena gives her new helper a little beeper and explains: “Keep this close to you, if it vibrates, you received my signal for action and will proceed as I have planned.” Julie has a malicious grin and takes the device, listening to Helena’s plan afterward.

It is the last day that the advanced regression medicine is still working. Meanwhile, Valentine’s pussy is on fire, her body demanding another divine experience like the one at the beginning of the week. She did not manage to use the training toilet a second time. The last time she tried, she had this feeling of wrongness. The thought of using the toilet evoked disgust in her and as if she was depriving herself of the chance of immense pleasure. She just couldn't do it and didn't feel good until she was back in her diaper. This has led to her having to poop again. She planned to just hold out until the effect of the advanced regression medicine wore off, but now close to her goal, it's especially difficult. Deep down in her there is this part that loves the situation she is in right now. This has nothing to do with regression medicine but comes from her fetish. She feels like she is in her secret basement at home right now. Like she is sitting there safely in her diaper watching a video of one of her victims. How she puts herself in that person's role and how she gives in to her instincts. The thought of failing and helplessly filling her diaper turned her on beyond belief. The only thing holding her back is her pride that she can't just give in and sink even deeper into diapers, but slowly her resistance melts away. She sucks wildly on her pacifier and slowly squats down, but stops at the last moment. "That was so close!" thinks Valentine as her arousal continues to increase. She straightens up again, but can't resist doing it again. This time she goes a little further and shortly after concentrates to push slightly. A fart is heard, but she stops herself again. Her heart beats wildly as her adrenaline surges from the near accident. Her resistance rears up one last time, searching for a solution before it’s too late.

Helena watches with amusement as Valentine is about to give in. The first time her baby girl is going to poop her diaper out of her own free will. Helena is so excited, but then Valentine stops and seems to consider. This is so sad, but the head nurse came prepared and brought Julie along. All that Valentine over there needs is a little bit of encouragement and Julie will provide it. She signals her other charge to proceed as planned and Julie enters the corridor Infront of Valentine, pretending to not see her.

Valentine sees Julie walking out of the corridor before her. She walks just a little farther than Valentine’s position and then stops. She squats and then starts to concentrate on pushing. This is just too much. Right before her is Julie just squatting as she did a moment ago. Valentine’s arousal spikes and she can’t resist squatting herself, mirroring what Julie does. It’s now exactly like in her basement. When Valentine hears a hissing sound, followed by Julies moans of pleasure, she can’t resist herself and starts to flood her diaper in turn. She is immediately in heaven and has a hard time restraining her own sounds of arousal. The smell of urine permeates the air and then with a grunt Julie starts to mess herself. Valentine starts to slowly push herself, the tip of her first poopy log already showing out of her but hole, when she manages to stop again. “I can do this, I’m not a baby like Julie. I’m a big girl!”, thinks Valentine, when the smell of Julie’s accident reaches her nose. Valentine takes a deep breath of the heavenly scent, her pussy throbbing from the pleasure of her wetting and craving for more. This takes her finally over the edge and with one big push, the first poopy log fully enters her diaper. There’s no stopping now and Valentine doesn’t even pretend that there is, filling her diaper to the brim. While doing the deed she can feel another chunk of her adulthood leaving, but right now she doesn’t even care. Like last time the experience is so intense that Valentine loses focus of her surroundings, filling her diaper like the toddler she is becoming. This time something fundamentally changes inside the former head of the institute.

When Helena spots the forming bulge at the backside of Valentine’s diaper, she gets closer to her target. As she gets closer, she wrinkles her nose at the stench, but she can handle it. After all, she has been working here for a long time and has built up a certain resistance. Right now, she is happy that her plan worked. She is still amazed that everything is going so well with Valentine. She already had a hunch that she was the right one and she feels very confirmed right now. She is so proud of her little baby and starts to prepare everything to change her diaper. A moment later Valentine finishes filling her diaper up and sinks to the floor in exhaustion. With a squishing sound, she lands on her butt, spreading her mess all over her private parts. She doesn’t even seem to notice as she closes her eyes. Helena slowly opens the diaper, revealing the foul contents inside. With a warm grin, she takes in the look of Valentine’s swollen pussy, a translucent film going from it to a small cum puddle from her orgasms, mixed with her urine and feces. As Helena cleans her up, a little bit more of Valentine’s arousal leaks from her clit. The head nurse proceeds swiftly, as she knows that the daze will not hold much longer. She just finishes in time, with a new clean diaper around Valentine’s butt, when she comes back to her senses and speaks with a lisp: “Amasching! … What … is happening? … Helena, isch that you?” Helena answers with a calm voice: “Yes it’s me, sweetheart. You made such a big present for Mommy to clean up. I am very proud of you! Be a good baby girl and take a nap.” Valentine under the influence of the regression medicine is not in the right state of mind and doesn’t notice the unusual situation. Right now she feels good, but also quite sleepy, so she takes Mommy’s advice and takes a nap. Helena waits a moment as Valentine goes to sleep, calmly suckling on her pacifier.

That night Valentine had a strange dream. In the dream it’s her final day in the Institution, the final test coming, but instead of feeling cramps from her bowls, her bladder was full instead. Right before her is Julie in Valentine’s former role. Giving her the choice between the toilet and her diaper. Valentine squirmed in her dream, but then choose to wet her diaper. Under praise from Julie, a golden stream enters her diaper and gets absorbed by the padding. Valentine feels a bit humiliated, but also incredibly happy and satisfied at the same time.

The next day Valentine woke up with a wet feeling around her crotch. It took some time, but the sweet smell of stale urine confirmed it for her. She just had her first nighttime accident. The first step on the way to bladder incontinence. She starts to vigorously suckle on her pacifier, calming her down again.

The next day, when Helena was changing her wet diaper, she mentions that she knows how she filled her diaper yesterday. Valentine’s face becomes completely white. Nobody can know what she did! Before she can think any further, Helena continues: "I will not tell anyone. It’s a secret between us." Valentine looks a lot calmer immediately, then Helena adds: “You know that when you go in your diaper, you will need to be changed by a nurse. In the case of another poopy diaper, I would be willing to change you again and keep it a secret … But only under the condition that you come to me before you fill your diaper up. You don’t have to answer, my request stands. If you use it or not is up to you.”

Valentine leaves without saying anything. She tries to steel her resolve, but she finds it quite hard after the divine experience yesterday. It was so good, she thought it wasn’t real, but now she knows it happened. She felt ultimate bliss at that moment, the thought of it making her pussy wet again. “No, I can’t give in to the temptation, I have to distract myself.”, thinks Valentine, as she tries to work on a puzzle in the playing area. In the end, her concentration is lacking, taking her far too long to finish the simple puzzle. Much later she goes to bed, wetting in her sleep like last time. In her dreams all of her darkest desires are fulfilled, as she descends much deeper into diapers than any girl at the institute before.

As she awakes the next day, she notices that she drooled in her sleep without losing her soothing pacifier. She gets up to get her baby food breakfast when she notices that she wet herself again. She is shocked, but not as much as the first time. At this moment she notices her slowly increasing arousal. Near the end of the day, Valentine’s cravings increased to a dangerous amount, she is horny about using her diaper. She gets comfortable and starts to wet her diaper. Sadly, it’s not enough, only intensifying the need instead. Slowly, but surely she starts to move over to Helena’s area, searching for her. When Helena sees her entering, she declares: “I’m so happy that you came here. Do you want to tell me something?”, she proceeds to remove Valentine’s pacifier. Valentine’s face immediately becomes red all over and in her nervosity, she wants to suckle on her pacifier to calm down, but it isn’t there. Her private parts are on fire, the humiliation turning her on even more: “I’m here to accept your offer.” Without really noticing she moves her thumb into her mouth, suckling on it instead, calming her down. Helena knows this is as far as she can tease her for now, but next time, she will ask Valentine what she wants to do exactly in her diapers.

“Come here, I prepared a nice place for you over there. Comfy and discreet, nobody will know. You are just having some fun in your diaper, nothing major happening.”, calms Helena her little charge. As Valentine moves over, she notices that her comfy place is one of the adult-sized cribs in the corner. She wants to resist but her urges are moving her forward. After she entered, a nursery rhyme begins to play in the background and Helena moves some blankets over to secure her from direct sight. Finally, she gets her pacifier back, before sinking into the comfy fluff that Helena prepared in the crib. She feels like she is a little toddler, being cared for by her mother. It’s a nice warm feeling inside her chest, but at the same time, she is incredibly horny being the submissive little baby girl, which is about to fill her diaper. Valentine moves herself into a comfortable position, before starting her game from yesterday. With a grunt, she starts pushing. After a couple farts the tip of her first poopy log starts to emerge, but her pride stops her from soiling herself. Her heart beats more quickly, but she can’t resist her urges and starts to push again. This time it comes out much farther, but she manages to hold again. She tries to retract like before, but she can’t anymore, it’s already too far outside her anus. There’s no stopping now, this will go into her diaper eventually. With that thought the rest of her resistance melts away and she fully gives in to her deepest desires.

Helena sits nearby, hearing the sounds of Valentine at work. As they change to moans of pleasure, the smell of her deed reaches her. It’s time for the next phase and Helena swallows a green body modification pill. Over the next week, it will make the necessary changes in Helena’s breast to be able to produce milk. She is convinced that nursing her soon-to-be baby is a valuable bonding experience. Valentine isn’t quite there yet, but she will be, given the regression progress she makes.

Valentine quiets down again, having finished her infantile act. At this moment nurse Josephine enters the room and starts to head over to Helena’s position. As Josephine gets closer, she wrinkles her nose and asks Helena, "I have some forms here that need your signature. Should I leave them here for you or deposit them somewhere else?” Helena answers: “You can leave them here with me. Thanks for bringing them.” Josephine hands the documents over, replying: “Ok, here you have them.”, before asking curiously: “Did a little here just filled their diapers? It’s coming from the crib behind you, right? Can I take a look?” Valentine panics and thinks: "Now they will know that Valentine the former head of the Institute, is pooping her diapers in her second week." She starts to furiously suckle on her pacifier, shifting around in her messy undergarment.

Helena points over to the diaper pail to the side, commenting: “I think the smell is coming from over there. The girl here has just wet herself. I'll take care of the documents right away. I'll see you again later." Josephine gets the hint and starts to leave, calming Valentine down a lot. After they are alone again Helena tells her little charge: “I said I would be discreet. You can count on me. Whenever you come here, I will make sure that you are safe. Let’s change your diaper first before I go over these documents.”

Valentine feels appreciated and follows Helena over to the changing table. As soon as she is on it, her diaper gets changed quickly. She made only a small mess, but it felt amazing nonetheless. The head nurse works professionally and then she is ready to go. If this is how it goes, Valentine will make sure to return soon.

In the following week, Valentine used her diapers exclusively, fully giving up on using the training potty. With each visit, Helena gets her charge a little deeper into her infantile headspace. Helena found out quickly that Valentine likes to be praised, so she does it a lot. At the end of the week, it looks like this:

Valentine crawls again into the nursery, going straight for Mommy. She is so happy that mommy notices her right away as always, coming over to her and removing her pacifier for a moment. Valentine knows what she has to say next, so she states with a lisp: “Hi Mommy Helena, I wanna go make a poopy in my diapee again.” Helena puts the pacifier right back after her baby girl finished saying it. It was a bit of work to get Valentine to this point, but there was no real resistance. With a friendly smile, she follows her baby girl over to her special crib, praising her: “Such a good little girl! Mommy is proud that you managed to say it on your own, just like we practiced it.”

After Valentine entered, she starts to wet herself from excitement. The stream of urine warmed up her fluffy garment, making her even more needy than before. Helena encourages: “It’s time to fill your diaper nicely up. If you manage to create a nice bulge like last time, you get the special reward again.” Valentine really wants the special reward and managed to save a bit for a bigger pooping session. With a motivated grunt, she starts pushing, basking in the divine smell coming from her behind, as the pleasure waves take her to paradise.

While Valentine has a great time soiling her diaper, Helena prepares the reward in the form of a special vibrator. She will insert it after Valentine’s next diaper change near her clit. It’s built to vibrate depending on the amount of liquid it senses. So when Valentine gets horny it starts to tease her, until she wets herself, getting the vibrator to full power. This allows Valentine to make cummies if she pees enough.

After Valentine is done filling her diaper to the brim, she basks as usual in the afterglow of her orgasms. Helena takes the opportunity and speaks suggestively: “Good girl, you filled your diaper nicely up and earned your special reward.”, Valentine beams with a proud smile and Helena continues: “Today I thought about something special. Instead of your usual milk bottle, I have something much better.” She slowly undoes her bra and exposes her breast. Valentine watches with big eyes, suckling her pacifier intensely. Helena carefully lifts her a bit up and removes the pacifier, while bringing Valentine’s face close to her breast. Valentine hesitates for a moment, so Helena encourages her: “Go on baby girl, I trust you fully and I hope you do so too.” This drives the nail in the coffin and Valentine slowly embraces the infantile act. As soon as Helena’s nipple is in her mouth, she can’t resist and starts to suckle like the toddler she is. Immediately she is rewarded with sweet milk filling her mouth. Valentine closes her eyes and enjoys the feeding experience. After a while Helena switches to her other breast, cooing sweet words to her little baby girl.

Valentine is just deeply satisfied, the experience deeply calming. She doesn’t care about the poopy load in her diaper, enjoying the smell coming from it instead. Right now, she feels a great amount of love and care coming from her mommy and it feels amazing. Eventually, the feeding ends as her tummy is full. She stops sucking and opens her eyes drowsily, seeing the loving smile of her mommy. As Helena notices the attention her little is giving her, she speaks in a proud voice: “Such a good baby girl. Mommy loves you so much. You can have more milkies whenever you want.” Valentine has this warm feeling and nods in appreciation. With a yawn she closes her eyes again, giving control over to mommy. Helena announces: “Let’s clean you up before you get a rash.” and proceeds with doing so. After she is done, she realizes that her little girl fell asleep during her diaper change. Carefully she brings the baby girl back into her crib, putting the pacifier back into place. Turning the vibrator reward off for the night, so she can have a sound sleep.

In her dreams, Valentine is a toddler happily playing in her crib. After a while, Mommy Helena enters and plays together with her. While doing so she feels her crotch warming but ignores the feeling. She has no worries in her dream and can play all the time. Mommy Helena takes care of everything. Valentine gets her wet diaper changed and then continues playing. A while later she feels the need to go poo-poo. She knows that going poopy makes her clitty going tingly and that it feels really good, so without further thought, she starts to push.

Valentine's digestion is a bit out of balance from a large amount of breast milk since it is not accustomed to it. This leads to her digestion tract pushing things along much faster, resulting in her need to poop again, after she did just that a couple hours prior. Valentine drifts slowly from her sleep into a semi-wake condition. In this state, she believes herself still in the dream and as she starts to push in her dream, a mushy flow of poop starts to enter her diaper. The regression medicine triggers and Valentine slowly fully awakes from the increasing waves of pleasure. She starts to moan, muffled by her pacifier, before with one final push of stinky mush, she comes into her diaper. As she basks in the afterglow of her orgasm, she drifts back into sleep.

On the next day, Helena gets up early and heads over to Valentine’s crib. As she comes near, she catches the distinct smell of a poopy diaper. With a bit of disbelief, she takes a look into the crib and sees Valentine sleeping in a heavily discolored diaper, filled front and back. “Oh my, did she really soiled her diaper and then just kept sleeping?”, muses Helena. She decides to change Valentine’s infantile garment right here in the crib, so she carefully slides a changing matt under her, before opening the diaper. The rush of cool air wakes Valentine up and Helena immediately coos: “Morning baby girl, just changing your diaper. Hold still for Mommy.” Her little charge calms down again, but when she starts to clean the mess with some wet wipes, she uncovers a small diaper rash. Valentine jerks back as a stinging sensation comes from her bottom. “Ssshhh, Ssshhh, this must have hurt, I am very sorry baby girl. You have a diaper rash, but mommy knows how to treat it. You have to be brave now, while mommy finishes cleaning you. Can you be a brave girl for me?”, asks Helena. The adult baby confirms with a nod and Helena proceeds carefully. After cleaning her, she throws away the soiled diaper and applies a soothing creme in addition to the baby powder, before rediapering her. After she is done, she praises her little charge: “Well done, you are my brave little baby girl. As a reward, I will extend your pee pee reward time.” With that she puts the vibrator back on, allowing it to pleasure Valentine depending on the amount of liquid it senses.

After that Valentine is introduced to the adult baby playing area, where she meets Julie. Helena talked with Julie before, telling her to play nicely with little Valentine. Julie complies, slowly getting into her role of big sister. Then in the middle of playing, Valentine has a small accident in her diaper. Julie watches in delight how her new little sister gets off from wetting her infantile garment, cooing some encouraging words to her.

In the next few days, Helena used Valentine’s submissive nature after nursing to make her agree on a couple more things. On the one side, some things turn her physically more into a baby like shaving her private parts.  On the other hand, submissive messages were playing for her at night, working on bringing her mentality further to that of an infant. Valentine was extremely receptive to them in her current state and made huge regression progress. Only a week later she looked and acted like a real overgrown infant. Another week later her condition was stable and didn’t need to be reinforced anymore. At this point, she had lost all her bowel control in addition to her bladder control. Valentine was now constantly in her crib or crawling around in the adult baby-playing area. Helena’s prophecy was fulfilled, as Valentine’s greatest desire in her infantile mind is to fill her diaper as much as possible. Getting the next kick, before craving for the next accident to happen.

The rest of Valentine’s remaining time before her final test was used to further reinforce her infantile personality, making it more permanent and harder to reverse. Helena changed a lot of Valentine’s soiled diapers in the next couple of weeks, proof of her regression success.

There it was, the final decision. Helena was quite confident about how her little charge would choose and spoke: "This here is the control, which keeps your butt plug inflated.", she showed it to Valentine, "As you can see on the timer you have five minutes remaining until it deflates. You can either go over to the toilet over there ...", she points to the toilet. "Relieving yourself on it will not give any pleasure. Do you understand? No cummies for mommy’s girl if she chooses the cold toilet." Valentine nodded in understanding, looking quite bothered by this idea, revulsion showing on her face. "On the other hand, you can go over to the changing station, where I’ll put you into one of your beloved diapers, able to catch all your poopies." Helena wasn’t able to talk further, giggling as Valentine already starts to crawl over to the changing station. While following her soon-to-be baby girl, she continues her explanation: "If you choose the diaper, you will stay here indefinitely. Consenting to much deeper regression therapy. With time fully transforming you into an adult baby."

Valentine answers with happy squeals, unable to speak with the pacifier in her mouth. Her crotch is on fire, she craves a sexual release so much. She can’t think of anything else than the comfort of her diapers, the amazing feeling, when she fills them up with her waste. The carefree life, the strong hands of her mommy cleaning her up again and the calming feeling when she clings to mommy’s breast, suckling on the sweet milk. She thinks "I’m gonna be mommy’s best girl! I will show her my resolve and will be able to finally make my cummies in my diapee!"

Valentine is so excited that she tries to put the diaper on herself. Helena giggled at the sight and helped her little charge secure the fluffy garment, ready to catch all of Valentine’s big girl stinkies that accumulated over time. When Valentine sees the diaper slowly closing over her crotch she relaxes, a hot stream of urine gushing out of her and warming up her fluffy garment. Helena predicted this, expertly catching the golden stream with the closing diaper and commenting: "I’m so proud of you baby girl. As soon as the countdown finishes, all your big girl stinkies will flow into your waiting diaper. It will feel so good, better than ever before. You will be able to make so many cummies in your diapees from now on. I’m so excited, I hope you are too." Valentine nods enthusiastically and a couple of seconds later the countdown finishes. Helena quickly slides out the deflated plug before the mudslide starts. Her baby girl doesn’t even have to push, it all comes out by itself, the biggest accident she will ever have in her diapers.

Pfffrrt, Brrrrappp, Squish! Valentine makes quite the show in front of the camera, capturing her complete and total failure of staying a big girl. The recording of Valentine’s diaper changing color and bulging out before overflowing is watched by all the regression institute staff. Amazing gasps and whispers can be heard all over the institute over this surprise, as Helena did an amazing job thus far of hiding the regression progress of her former boss. Valentine moans in pleasure, her face showing not a bit of regret or indecision. While Valentine is busy, Helena explains to the audience: “Our little baby girl here already wore diapers in her office long before her trial began. She peed in them as she watched other girls here at the institute fail their final trials.” Valentine comes in her diaper over and over again, the immense pleasure leading to overstimulation. Drool runs down her mouth, as she starts to hump her diaper against the ground, making it overflow even more as if she wants to prove Helena’s next words: “When we picked her up for forcing a staff member into diapers, she soiled her diaper right away. She continued having big accidents after her initial training, the length between them shortening, until she fully used her diapers like the toddler she has become.” Helena makes a small break before her final words: “Right now Valentine proved to all of us that she belongs in the diapers she is wearing. Her former status as head of this institute is therefore permanently revoked. She will undergo advanced regression training, further strengthening her infantile mind. She will never use a toilet again. Her only goal will be to make the next stinky mess in her diapers as soon as possible.” After her last words, she ends the stream and looks lovingly at her new baby girl again. What she said was hard, but it had to be said. Now that this is over Helena coos to her baby girl: “Good girl, mommy is so proud. Let’s change your diaper quickly.” Valentine passed out at some point, but Helena spoke the calming words anyway. Before she starts with the diaper change, another nurse comes over and gives Valentine another dose of the advanced regression agent, commenting that she really earned it.

Helena walks with Julie through the diaper aisle when she notices a squeeze on her hand. She looks down to Julie, which is sucking her pacifier excitedly, announcing with a lisp: "Poo-Poo". With a knowing smile, Helena answers: "Go on little girl. Push it all out, make Mommy proud!" With a dumb grin on her face Julie nods, before concentrating. She squats down a little with her knees, her face turning a bit red with the strain. After a few grunts, she hears the first wet fart and a hissing sound, as a hot stream of urine gushes into Julie’s diaper. Helena gets down herself, looking her little baby girl directly into her eyes, seeing the proud look slowly being replaced by pleasure. "That’s a good baby girl.", coos Helena while picking up the foul smell coming from her little charge, as the backside of the diaper begins to expand.

Authors note: I now write more stories on dailydiapers under the alias Salinas98, check it out if you like this story :D